Dancing On My Own -DISCONTINUED-

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(Shit goes down real quick)

-Jimin POV-

"Okay, i'll tell you..." I feel nervous and worried, what if he distance himself from me? What if he doesn't like me? My insecurities come out and I feel more nervous.

"The problem with me is right-" I push my finger towards my chest "here", he looks at me worried but then nods signalling for me to continue. 

"When I was young I used to love doing sports activities, suddenly I started to have trouble breathing, couldn't talk because I was too breathless and tired too talk... My mum and dad was panicking and called the ambulance immediately, anyways a few hours later we found out I had this heart condition"

"A heart condition that doesn't allow me to feel overly excited, sad, angry or even happy... Doesn't allow me to go places that are full of fog and doesn't allow me to run as much as I want to... Sometimes I would have situations where I just feel pain out of nowhere.." As I was talking I didn't realize that a tear has landed on my hand. Then a bunch or them come down, I quickly wipe my tears with my sleeves but then Jungkook grabs my wrist to stop me from doing so. I Look at him confused but then he leans in and caresses my face with his hand and wipes my tears away.

My heart was beating really hard and I try grab my chest but then he stops me again. At this point I was crying due to pain and sadness. He suddenly pulls me into an embrace.

"Just because you are told that you can't do those things doesn't mean you should just let it happen... You must fight for it because I know how strong you are... I'll be here to help you" His words brought more tears..

Though he says he's going to be by my side, he will soon be with some else and that someone else is not me. Besides, I know why he brought me here... It's because I.U is here, I can see her in the corner of my eye...

"You won't be able to do that... You have someone else" I say looking at I.U's direction, however , Jungkook caught me looking at her and turns to her direction then back at me... He gives me this look but I don't what it was... I felt pain in my heart that I just couldn't take anymore, new tears roll down my face. He doesn't have feelings for me, so it shouldn't affect me, right? 

Before he could say anything else, I interrupt him by smiling the best smile I could muster and then slowly stand up. 

"I need to go" I say and rush towards the exit, I hear him call out to me but I don't stop.

When going down the staircase I felt a tight grip on my arm. I knew who it was so  I don't even bother to look back at him but coldy say-

"Let go" I command but he doesn't to listen.

"I said let g-"

"No, not until you talk to me, properly.." I turn around and looked at him annoyed and slightly pissed.

"Talk properly? I already told you about my condition, what else do you want me to say? That I always have these pains more often because, I figured out that I will never have someone that I like, like me back... That I know that after I help this person, I will no longer be needed and left behind! That I'm scared that I will probably die because of the pain that person is giving me... That I'm afraid of being rejected and pushed aside! Is that what you want to hear?!" I start yelling.

"Jungkook I can't take this anymore... I can't..I'm sorry..." He still grabs onto my arm as we speak and he uses that to pull me close to him and lean his forehead against mine as he wraps his arms around my waist. 

"Jimin you don't have to apologize, I should be doing that and you don't have to suffer anymore, you don't have to feel that pain you've been carrying out for your whole life... Jimin I'll always be here by your side, i'll say it once,twice, a thousand times until you realize how much I care, because I do... So much"

"No you don't... You already have I.U" I say painfully, silence filled the space and I was still in his embrace.

"What if..." I see him bite his lip then release it "What if, I told you I like someone else?" My eyes went slightly big.

"W-what?"

"What if I told you Jimin... that I like you too...?"

A/N:

Heeyo! Cliff hanger again! 

Hope you guys are having fun on your holidays with your loved ones. I wish you guys a MERRY CHRISTMAS even though it's still a few days/weeks away... I hope you receive lots of presents and LOVE. Cause we all need that. Sorry if there are any errors. 

Anyways as always JIKOOK is life and till next time bye bye - JamsKookieSuga <3