How does a person make you hate everything around you, life even.
I feel lost.
I am mentally exhausted
Physically tired and always in pain
A never ending circle
Standing in a dark place
The ones close to you
Those who are supposedly there to comfort and support you in any kind of way
Are the ones pushing you down
And not just that
They sit on your chest
They choke you for their satisfaction
But thats the thing
It doesn't really add anything useful to their lives
It just makes them happy to see you down
While they are looking down and smiling at you
for the life of you, just because you are tired of fighting
You just stay down
You cry, you hurt
And just stay there
The fire is out.
The battle is over.
The opposing side wins.
The evil side's happy ending.
