Intimidating

Please speak

~Lacey~
It's been a week and I still haven't seen her eyes. It's been a week since I've wanted to be introduced to her, I need to know her.
I'm sitting in P. A. Constantly checking behind me, she isn't here. I frowned the guys that sat next to her aren't here either which was odd, did I miss her? I don't even know her. As soon as I was doubting seeing her again this week the door to the room swung open aggressively there she stood in the door way with the guys that were seated next to her last week. My heart pounded while I stared at the beautiful woman she didn't make eye contact with me as she only looked at the professor. "Ah, Ms. Loehert nice of you to join us." He smiled, she quickly walked to him handing him a pile of papers then walked quickly back to her seat behind me.  I became anxious for lecture to end, I have to meet her. I have to.
After class I waited in my seat until she stood from her seat I stood as well a little too fast almost bumping into someone following her out of the classroom. Once we got to the hallway I inhaled sharply staring at the back of her head "hey!" I said loudly cringing at myself after doing so, she slowly turned with her eyes focused on the ground then very slowly she fixed her eyes on me her blue orbs burning into mine. She looked as if she was fighting an internal war as her face showed pain and her eyes showed fear, but some lust? Her eyes were still just like my dreams just no longer frightening. I held out my hand quickly and smiled "Lacey Xaven!" I said loudly trying to hide my nervousness, she gently took my hand and pleasurable shocks flowed through me at the contact and her eyes turned a silver color for a split second, maybe I'm imagining things "woah" I gasped while staring way too hard for her to be comfortable "Accalia... Loehert" she said then yanked her hand from mine backing away "what a beautiful name" I breathed out. She nodded slightly and retreated down the hall, did I do something wrong? I was too weird wasn't I?

~Accalia~
I couldn't help but hurry to my next class, I didn't know what to say to her. I don't know how to start a normal conversation.. maybe I'm being shy pathetic alpha or maybe she's too beautiful. My wolf was yelling at me, calling me an idiot and a wimp pussy I giggled to myself at that one she's mad at me cause I walked away from our mate it pains me but I don't know what else to do "goddess help me" I said under my breath while rushing through the hallway.
I saw her in the hall again after class, I could only stare and my wolf whined and begged to just walk up to her and offer her a warm embrace but I couldn't. I have never shown affection well not correctly, not even to pack members I just don't know how to. I love my pack and I will protect them, but I will not touch them maybe an occasional headbutt.
I can't be stone cold with my mate I shouldn't be.
It will just take me some time and by some I mean a lot.
Man up.

~Lacey~
A million thoughts swirled in my head. Why did she leave so soon, was I too forward? I didn't realize I was crying until Ben approached asking me what's wrong "nothing, I'm okay I promise" I laughed to reassure him and walked to my next class.
She doesn't like me...