Bloody Hands Stop Beating Hearts (A Cashby Fanfic)

Chapter 1-Bloody Hands Stop Beating Hearts

Alans POV

I stood there, admiring the remarkable figure that stood a few feet away from me. He was so fucking amazing. Why wasn't he mine yet? I've liked Austin for a while now and he hasn't noticed yet. Seems like he is the only one who hasn't noticed. Everyone else seems to get it. I guess I don’t blame him. He is a busy guy. I just won't let it get to me...No! wait. What the hell am I saying? I can’t like him. We’re friends and band members. dating a band mates never works out. It’ll ruin everything. No Alan. Stop it.

Suddenly, Someone snapped their fingers a few times in my face, waking me up from my thoughts. I looked around at first realizing it was Justin trying to get my attention.

"Oh uh. What's up man" I say, acting like nothing happened and that I haven't been staring at Austin for what felt like forever.

Justin looks at me then at Austin...then back at me. Yeah. He knows.

"Hey dude. You guys a thing yet?” He asks me. I look down at my feet, saying nothing.

"Maybe you should grow a pair and ask him out” He says along with a laugh. I look at him, pissed off.

“Shut the hell up. Dont you have guitars to tune, Trotta”

He looks at me with a smirk while leaving me and walking into the venue to do whatever he needs to do.

I decide to finally stop being a creep and walk into the Bus to fix my hair. I haven't looked at it in 3 hours. It probably looks like shit by now.

On my way, I started thinking about that that cute little ball of happiness again. He was always on my mind. I hate it but love it at the same time. He was so irresistible….but I can’t have him. Its not right. Or is it? I love him so much, but at the same time I don’t. All these mixed emotion frustrates me. I hate this. Hopefully tonights show will take my mind off all of this

I finally made it to the bus and swung the door open to walk up the stairs and to the front lounge. Tino and Aaron sat in the front of the bus, trying to talk to me. I blocked them out and proceeded to walk all the way to the bathroom. I feel like a jerk ignoring them like that, but I’m just not in the mood to talk to anyone this very moment.

“Jeez whats up his ass?” I hear Aaron ask to Tino. I just grunted then shrugged it off. I’m just so done for the day.

In the bathroom, I begin by staring at myself for a few minutes. Damn I look good. How does Austin not want this? I mean seriously. Except for the stupid wind fucked up my hair a little bit. Ugh.

I fix it a little and flip it around, trying to get it back to perfection.

While doing so, i get interrupted by someone at the doorway staring at me. At the corner of my eye I can see its Austin, smiling down at me. Holy crap his smile gives me butterflies. I look over at him wondering what he wanted.

“Hey you cute little ginger you” Oh god. Him saying that makes me just want to jump on him. I hide my feelings as well as I can, but i smile sneaks out from my lips. Embarrassed, i look down, Blushing a little. Oh gosh it’s showing. He probably knows I like him by now.

“Uh. Do you need the bathroom?” I say to him trying to change the subject.

“I was just sent here to remind you we have 10 minutes until showtime”

I hardly could focus on what he was saying. He was beautiful I couldn’t handle this. God dammit Austin why do you have to be so perfect?! Its killing me right now.

I nod quickly hoping it would get him to walk away so i can finally calm down. Gladly, He does and I hear him tramp through the front lounge then leave the bus with the front door slam closed. I took a deep breath, but then smiled. Talking to him always made  me happy. Even though that wasnt even a full conversation, I still loved it. His smile is so contagious. I love it.

*10 minutes later*

It was almost time for our 30 minute set and us five were getting ready. Phil and I were practicing the chords for the songs while Tino and Aaron were stretching. Austin was pacing back and forth with a monster in his hand, Watermelon in the other and both ear buds in. He does that every time before we go on during Warped tour.

“1 minute!” Our manager yells to us. We look over at him and nod, except Austin who was still in the corner listening to his Ipod. He probably can’t hear anything.

The one minute passes and we hear the OG loko intro coming from the loudspeakers.

“Alright guys Lets fucking kill it!!!” Austin yells and we yell back. We run on stage before playing the song.

Austin’s POV 

I ran off stage and high-fived my fellow band members.

“You killed it Phil!!” I said making Phil smile and give me a quick hug.

I chuckled to myself and started to walk to the busses. I’m going to miss warped tour. This was our last show today and I can’t wait to get home. Mostly because I can sit in front of my T.V. and watch the latest on ‘Real Housewives Of Orange County’ but mostly because Alan is moving back in with me. We both decided that it would be best since we are both single now. Lately I’ve been thinking about my relationship with Alan. We’ve really really close lately but every time I think about him I smile and butterflies erupt in my stomach. I’m not sure why though, probably just homesick or whatever. I pushed those thoughts to the back of my mind as I stepped onto the bus. I was currently the only one on here and I only had about 15 minutes before press. After that I had a signing and then press again. I walked back to my bunk and ripped of my sweaty, gross shirt off my body and threw it in my bunk.

“Hey Austin” A voice said pulling me out of my thoughts.

“Hey Alan” I said without even having to guess who it was and continued to search for a new shirt.

“Great job today” he said timidly. I felt my stomach flip upside down as he spoke. I looked up at him and felt my cheeks heat up.

“thanks. So did you.” I said smiling at how cute he looks right now.

“Oh gosh, stop it youuuu.” He said snapping his wrist and hiding his face.

I laughed and grabbed the tank top I had picked out and stood up. I became face to face with Alan, his eyes locked on mine. I felt the familiar butterflies swarm in my stomach. My heart fluttered as I stared into Alan’s gorgeous brown eyes, getting lost in them. Alan’s eyes flicked down to my lips then back up at my eyes. I followed his movements and did the same. My mind was reeling as our heads moved closer together. Our lips barely touching as the bus door slammed shut causing both of us to jump back. I began to feel my face get hot as Tino, Phil and Aaron entered the bunk area.

“Get out of the way! FIFA NEEDS ME!!!” Phil screamed shoving me aside as he headed towards the back lounge. Tino and Aaron laughed and joined Phil in the back lounge, shutting the door, and leaving me and Alan alone. I glanced over to Alan to see he was pretty red in the face too. I awkwardly smiled at him and then bolted to the bathroom shutting and locking the door. What the actual fuck just happened. Did I almost just kiss my best friend? But I don’t like him in that way. Do I? Loud knocking soon pulled me out of my thoughts. I opened the door to find my manager. Alan is gone. Thank god.

“Dude you’ve got press in 5 minutes” Jared spoke.

“Oh shit! Really?” I said quickly slipping on the shirt that was still tightly clenched in my hand.

“See you guys later at the signing” I said running to the front of the bus. I caught Alan out of the corner of my eye sitting in front of the T.V, clearly deep in thought. As I walked to press the thought of Alan flooded my head. Do we have something between us?

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Hey guys! This is our first Cashby fanfic so hopefully it doesn’t suck to bad  ^^ As you may have noticed this fanfic will be co-written so it should get interesting. We will try to update as much as possible!! We hope you guys enjoy it and make sure to give us feedback!! <3 <3 <3

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