Bloody Hands Stop Beating Hearts (A Cashby Fanfic)

Chapter 5- You're missing out

Alan’s POV

“Dude hurry the fuck up.”

“How long does it take to do your hair? Seriously?!”

I could hear Tino and Justin complaining down stairs while they were all waiting on me. They don’t understand. I don’t just wake up like this. It takes time do look this good.

I finally finished and run down the stairs only to find the guys. They were all on their phones waiting up on me.

“Ready” I say while grabbing my phone and my fedora from the coffee table. Everyone got up and we headed to the cars. Aaron, Tino, Phil and Eric went in Aaron’s car, while Justin, Austin and I went in my car.

On our way to the club that Phil picked out, I couldn’t stop thinking about Austin and that other night. After that night, we never talked about it at all. We haven't even talked about much lately. Mainly just sports. I have a bad feeling that he regretted kissing me and doesn't want to take this relationship anywhere else. I hope that tonight I can forget about Austin and all the bullshit, and just get wasted.

We finally got to the club, which felt like an hour long drive. Austin, Justin and I met up with the other guys in the parking lot and we started walking towards the place. All the guys started talking about how many girls they can get in bed with tonight. To be honest, I think the only one that can get the most is eric. He’s pretty sexy if you ask me. Plus, us gingers have a sort of ginger magic that always works when it comes to getting a girl to sleep with us.

The only who was silent during this competitive conversation, was Austin he stood on the side of the group and walked with his head down looking at his feet. He’s usually not like this when it comes to parties and clubs. It looks like no one seemed to notice but Tino and I.

“Hey man. You ready to get hammered tonight??!” Tino yells to him for motivation. Austin lifts his head and his blank expression is replaced with a fake smile and a short laugh.

“You know it!” He says followed with some more laughs.

 

I continue to watch Austin on the other side of the group before we get to the door of the club. Right when you open the door to the club, you can already smell the alcohol and weed that coated this place. It was packed with people grinding on each other on the dance floor and duos making out, and practically having sex on the sides and couches.

All the boys head straight to the bar and we get a few rounds of shots and bottles of beer. By 10 minutes of drinking, all of us are pretty much hammered by now. Some of the guys made their way to the dance floor. I turn around in my seat only to find Eric and a girl, that looks underage, making out. Damn. I think i better leave them before he swallows her whole. I make my way to the other guys on the dance floor and decide to join them.

* 20 minutes later*

It hasn't even been an hour and I drank way too much that I can’t even walk straight. All night so far Justin and I have been grinding on anybody that comes near us. By now Austin has been the least of my worries, until turn around and see Austin in the corner. With a girl. Their tops are off and his hands are all over her. Suddenly my heart sinks. I guess I was right. He doesn’t want a relationship with me. The feeling of sadness disappear. Now anger and jealousy takes over my body.

This night quickly took a turn I didn’t ever expect it to take.

I take two big gulps of my beer before looking over at Justin how was purposively checking me out while standing between two girls dancing on him. He realizes I saw him staring at me, and gives me a strong wink. He is really hot. Oh god. I can’t believe what I’m about to do.

I squeeze between all the sweaty bodies, and finally get to him. We stare in silence for a few seconds before Justin lays his hand on my lower waist, almost touching my butt. Immediately turned on by the sexy look he gave me, I violently grab the back of his head and push his lips to mine. He gladly kisses me back. Our lips collide for a while until he licks my bottom lip, demanding for entrance. I accept the request and our tongues dance and fight for dominance. I of course win. We separate for air.

“Why don’t we take this somewhere else” He asks me, with lust in his eyes. I quickly agree and Justin pulls me to off the floor and to a empty room in the club. Before we walk into the room, I stop in my tracks. He turns around and gives me a confused then calm look.

“Okay. We dont have to do this. I know you rather be doing this with Austin”

I give a faint smile to him and walk the other direction, leaving Justin standing there alone with an empty look on his face.

 

Austin’s POV

Fuck. I can’t even comprehend what’s happening. All I know is that this bitch doesn’t kiss as good as Alan does. But she’ll do for now. I would do anything to get my mind off all the bullshit that has happened. It was mostly Alan though. One part of me says to step away while the other is pulling me towards him. God damnit. Love sucks.

I immediately snap out of my thoughts when this chick ferociously shoves her hand in my pants. Okay! I think not. I take her hand out and push her off of me. She has a confused look at first but then I guess thinks that it means were going somewhere together. I quickly walk away, praying she doesn’t follow me. I need to just go home and forget everything. I ran outside and hailed a taxi.  When finally a cab stopped for me, I drunkenly stumbled into the car and told the man where my house is as best as I could.

The cab ride was filled with an awkward silence the entire time. I’m usually really talkative to the taxi driver. However, right now all I want to do is go home, fall asleep and forget this whole night.

The car arrived to Alan’s and my house. By this time, my eyes could hardly stay open. I threw some loose cash at the cab driver before throwing myself out of the cab and sauntered into the house. Surprisingly the door wasn’t locked. It wasn’t even closed all the way! Who the hell was in my house…?

Since I was too wasted and tired, I didn’t give a shit about anything at this moment. All I cared about was going up to my room and sleep. As I was walking upstairs to my bedroom, I heard the creak of a door from across the hall. I just ignore since it’s probably Sophie just chillin. I continued walking across the hall to my bedroom, when suddenly another head crashed into mine causing me to back up into the wall and fall down on my ass.

“F-Fuck” slips out of my mouth before reaching up trying to find the light switch. Eventually I find it and switch the light on only to see a small ginger groaning on the floor.

“Alan?! What the hell are you doing here” all I get back from his is another moan. I sighed and walked over to help him up.  He gets all the way up, with my help, and we stood face to face. He was rubbing his head which messed up his hair even more. I have to admit it did turn me on a little. Fuck Alan why you do this.

We stand there eye to eye for what felt like forever. Every reason why I liked him came back to me in that second. Maybe I do really love him. I do. He means everything.

By now it got really awkward and I decided to say something.

“S-sorry dude. Didn’t see ya there” is all that came out

“Oh. Its okay”

There was a long silent pause while we stared into each others eyes until I broke it by walking around him to my room and fall face first on my bed, followed by a loud groan on my pillow. After a few seconds a quickly past out.

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sorry it took so long to update hah. Anyways, this chapters a little shorter but I hope you like it. :3

-tay (tcxtersbutt) and Mollie (mk99niall4ever)