Should I?

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"I completely forgot about that." You said with a glum face. "I don't know what I should do now. It's a great opportunity for me and my career, but I really don't want to leave you behind." You said, your voice breaking and tears started to fall out of your eyes.
Jimin's eyes softened at the sight of your fragile state and said just as softly, "Oh no (Y/n). Please don't cry." He said as he brought you into a hug. He rubbed your back soothingly "I'm always here for you. Even if you decide to move. I can visit you. I'll save up all the money I earn and visit twice a year, and with your money you can always come back and visit." He said with a weak smile, tears forming in his eyes. "Do this for yourself." He whispered, his voice hitching. You cupped his face and lifted it, his puffy eyes meeting your teary ones. You kissed him, still getting butterflies but it doesn't feel uncomfortable anymore, it feels familiar. "You're right. I should do what's best for me right?" He needed conformation from your lover. He gave you a small nod and you repeated the action before continuing "Right. You know that I love you right?" And yet again he nodded. "This is a hard decision for me but I'm going to have to make it. Jimin, what do you think I should do?" Jimin knew the answer to this but he would be lying if he said he would be okay with it. He would be the opposite. He would be depressed and crying every night. But this was an opportunity that (Y/n) couldn't turn down and he believed that she didn't deserve to feel bad about leaving him behind, even if that meant him living in darkness. That's why, with a forced smile, which looked very real mind you, he said "You should definitely go. I'll be fine I've got the others and you'll make new friends over there, I know you will. You'll get so much more money, life will be so fun for you!" He said, his eyes fake twinkling. You giggled, oblivious to the way Jimin actually felt. ( his acting is lit and we all know it.) "Also, you know a lot of English, so the language isn't a barrier and technology is so good these days, we can Skype everyday! It would be likely be every other day, but we can do it everyday if you want. Everything will work out, I know it will."

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