Sometimes it feels like
One minute you're spending time with a certain person
Singing Born Free by Kid Rock on the way to the Renaissance Festival
The next you're watching him be carried to the chamber he will be forced to live in
As you hold the gold cross necklace he wanted you to have as if this would happen
He is the one person who saved me
He's the only person who can pick me up when I was forced to the floor by the ones I trusted
He was my only friend that I had when my friends turn their backs to me in my time of need
He was there to hold me back so I wouldn't hurt myself
Although he is gone
Now it seems I can't even fall asleep without crying for him
As I sit there screaming for him back
From him picking me up from the hell where the group of people I trusted my life with
Point fingers at the girl who wears all black
To the time we went on a journey to see the colored gun powder
EXPLODING over the polluted waters of the Ohio River
As the smell of sea food danced along the air
Now I'm constantly looking behind me
Because I can feel the stares of the unseen
I'm always trying to find a way to get him back
But if I tried all he would be is a lost soul
Trying to find his way to a better life
If you are listening to this
I bet your watching over me
Like a Guardian Angel
Now I'm looking at him lying there
In the sleep he would never wake up from
I'm sorry daddy I can't save you now
