I'm From

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I'm from the pen or pencil in my hand

The sound in my head

I'm from the world in my mind

Where I'm the Alice in my wonderland

Where everything is wrong

Even if it's right

I'm from a family without a caring mother

To my father's last breath

I'm from a room of happiness

To a room of loneliness and sadness

Where all you do is cry yourself to sleep

And slowly go insane

I'm from violence in the rooms

And all there is are the sirens to take my mother away

To violence in my dreams

Where it's the reruns of the past

I'm from a beating heart

To a broken heart

Because I'm forced to live with the people with parents

I'm from popularity

To being the outcast

I'm from "goodbye world"

To "why am I still alive?"

Because I couldn't take it anymore

I'm from having a bad life

To questioning "will it get better?"

I'm from love

To the hatred building inside

For the mother who left her child

I'm from the person I know

To the person I knew

I'm form being outgoing

To hiding behind a smile

Because I taught myself to hide don't let them see the real you

I'm from "goodbye"

To "till we meet again"

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