Drops of regret

pain

I walked back up to my room after the talk to my uncle I never knew till now. Warn me. About hurting the ones I love. Geez don't even know me and yet thinks he controls me. Fuck him.

I got into my PJs and turned on Pandora and fell asleep.

It wasn't a normal dream but it felt so real.

I was walking down the halls of school and then Damien pulled me into the back stair well. "I love you Christy" he said and kissed my neck. I then was out of the stair well and looking into it to see bodies. I walked in then I was at Damien's house and saw myself on the bed chained and Damien was holding a silver knife in his hand. I was shaking and screaming.

I cried at the sight of my self. I saw my self break free and jump out the window. Jumped and then Damien took the knife and cut him self. He was bleeding. All his blood formed a puddle. I slipped and fell into it. I started drowning in his blood. "Ahh" I screamed and then my head went under. I looked up and these green eyes were looking at me. I pulled out of the puddle.

I was in the forest. Standing in the circle of dead bodies. My brother Sam walked over to me with the silver knife and stabbed me. I fell down and Damien walked over to carry me. I saw a wolf. A white wolf laid in a circle of rose petals and Damien laid me next to it. The wolf stood up and turned to dust. The dust hovered over me then the knife pulled out of me and the dust flew into the open wound.

I screamed the pain was unbearable. "Stop" I yelled.

Then Richard walked over to me. "Welcome to the pack" he said and touch my head.

I kept screaming the pain hurt so bad.

"Christina wake up" a voice said and I opened my eyes. My mom was there her eyes looking at me. "Are you okay baby" she said consigned.

Sam stood on the other side of me. He looked scared.

He was holding a towel over his arm. "Sam what happened" I asked. "You kind of scratched him when he tried to wake you up" mom said and kissed my forehead.

"Sam I'm so sorry" I said he shook his shoulders. "Its alright I'm fine" he said and smiled. "Don't worry I heal fast" he joked.