Drops of regret

Rises up

Cale stood and hung up the phone.

I fell to the floor pain struck my body and I felt pluralized.

"Ahhhh" I screamed and then Cale turned around.

"Christy!" he said and ran to me. He picked me up and then I clawed him. I soon felt the urge to kill him. I jumped out of his arms and lunged at him. My teeth hurt and I could tell my gums were bleeding. My teeth sunk into his cold flesh of his arm.

He threw me across the room and I broke my wall mirror. I stood up quick and fast and lunged at him once again tearing at his flesh. He yelled then I saw my skin tearing off and being replace by white fur.

I looked at the shattered mirror. I saw the image of the white wolf from my dream.

Cale was bleeding and I finally got a hold of my self.

I stepped back. He crawled over to the end of my bed and leaned on it. I watched as his skin started to morph back together and heal. I whimpered and my tail went between my legs. I curled into a corner.

I'm a monster I attacked Cale. I can't be like this. I can't be a monster.

He looked at me. I could feel tears running down my face.

Then the pain stopped and my claws turned back to normal. The fur grew back into my skin. My teeth shrunk. My clothes were ripped and dangled on me. I started to lose it.

I just started crying.

Cale was all healed and walked over to me. He held me.

The next morning Richard came to see me. All night Cale stayed with me to make sure I wouldn't lose control and turn again.

"Christy are you okay?" he asked and walked over to me.

I growled at him. He pulled away.

"Feisty little one" he joked. I didn't find it funny.

"He look sugar your the one that killed someone, blame yourself I'm just trying to make you feel better"

He looked at my eyes first. Then he examined my teeth.

"I see you got him last night" Richard said and looked at Cale.

"You did change in a fast pace. Guess that's just the family trait" Richard said then told me to stand up.

He made me just walk around. "Looks like your skeletal structure has changed you seem a lot taller" Richard said and wrote some things down.

This is a little bit okay at least I'm taller. But I hurt Cale imagine what would happen if I hurt someone else that can't heal, like my family...other than Richard I guess.

I was out side at night and Richard needed to do some tests on me. He made me change on my own. I watched the Moon rise up. It was beautiful. Richard yelled at me and threw a rock at me. "Bitch run" he yelled at me.

I growled and my body changed in a second "FUCK OFF RICHARD!" I growled at him. He clapped. "Remember that anger it will help you change on your own" Richard said. "Sorry for yelling at you" Richard said.

I growled.