Drops of regret

Hate you to the end

I couldn't really believe I was a wolf.

I could really trust reality anymore because first off I made out with a vampire and he almost killed me, mean while I murdered a man which made me a werewolf.

might as well scream

Fuck logic to the world.

I can't quite understand most of the stuff Richard was asking me to do.

Then I was at home. Alone. My mom and brother were at work. I turned on the TV and spongebob was on.

Then my window opened slowly I grabbed the knife in my drawer. Then a dark hooded figure entered. I held up the knife and charged at the figure stabbing it in the side.

"Is that no way to treat the man who loves you" the figure spoke then kissed me. I pulled the knife out and he threw it across the room it stuck into the wall. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. His lips were so soft.

"Kiss me like you did in the ally" he said and I did. He then pulled me closer to him. He sat me in his lap and clawed up the wall. His nails only holding us up. He lowered me down. I grabbed his collar and threw him on to the bed. He hood went flying of his head. It wasn't Damien.

"Cale!" I screamed. He smiled.

"Well that wasn't suppose to happen" he said in his small charming voice and moved his blond curls from his eyes. I made my claws come out and jumped to the top of him. I held my claws at his face. I sat on his chest. "What are you doing?!" I yelled at him.

He made a cokey smile.

"My little brother can have what I claimed first" he said and I scratched him.

"I'm no ones, I can't be claimed!" I said and he grabbed my wrists and pulled me to him. He kissed me once again.

"He tried to controls you from leaving, from moving, but he couldn't. Because only I can control you." he said and I pulled my head from his.

"You will love me like you would for Damien" he said and looked into my eyes.

I felt my body give in but I resisted. Pain struck my chest.

"If you fight it you will hurt yourself" Cale said and it forced me to give in.

I kissed him. I pulled his shirt and my claws ripped it. His abs showed through and I touched them. He laid his head back on to my pillow as he controlled me. It hurt every time I resisted.

I screamed help in my head.

No one could hear my inner cries.

Till my window shattered and Cale sat up. I was still kissing him. unable to stop.

"Cale!" a deep voice said then he was ripped away from my embrace. He was thrown across my room. He hit the ground.

"Christy get him" I heard Cale say and I faced who busted into my room.

"Sorry Damien this is all him" I said and jumped at him. My teeth bared and my claws scratched him.

Damien grabbed my wrists but my teeth tried to grab his neck.

"Cale let her go!" Damien yelled at him.

"Why its so cute to watch my wolf attack you"

"This isn't her tho"

"So she's all him now, not yours"

"That's not what she wants" Damien yelled and threw me.

I hit the wall but quickly got back on my feet. 

"You always underestimated me Damien, so I'll show you all the pain you made for me over the centuries and see how I felt" Cale said and walked over to him. He took a wood leg from my chair and stabbed Damien's shoulder to the wall with it.

"Christy Run!" Damien said but I couldn't move.

Cale walked over to me. I stepped back the pain hurt to bad.

"Love me like I'm Damien" he said and kissed me.

My hand glided up his back to his neck.

I will hate him to the end.

I watched Damien's face. He started crying blood.

Cale is the devils son. As he took my self away.

I felt invaded. I felt dirty. My body just wanted to rot.

I sat in the tub with my clothes on. The water burned my flesh but I let it.

Cale zipped up his pants and left me to cry. Damien was still stabbed to the wall. He looked at me, in pain.

My body was in pain. My soul was cursed.

I want to kill Cale.

He was my hero.

He is dead. In this world and to be soon in the ground as ashes.