To baby hazza: sooooo are we going to meet up ? We need to have a long talk . U can't avoid me 4ever
Zayn pressed 'send' and threw his phone away from him, as if it was 500° Fahrenheit. Why couldn't Harry forgive him? Why couldn't he get over Harry? Zayn knew... He knew that in his situation, it would take forever for Harry to forgive him.
Sometimes Zayn wishes that he never was a member of one direction. That way, the media wouldn't try to criticize everything that he did. He wouldn't be getting called a 'terrorist ' because of his religion, and he wouldn't have haters. Everyone tries to assume his side of things, or change it up for gossip and Zayn was sick of that.
But if he was never in one direction, then he never would have met the love of his life, whom was named Harry Edward Styles. What made Zayn wonder was why Harry got so mad at him, it was his decision to leave. And if people were selfish and criticizing Zayn, then so be it. Only Zayn and Harry needed to know the real reason for his departure.
From baby hazza: I guess so,,,, you have A LOT of explaining to do asshole!!!!
Zayn rolled his eyes at the reply and retrieved out of his bed to dress himself. He didn't want to be too casual, but then again he didn't want to dress up either. Zayn settled on a red shirt, white skinny jeans, and red converse. He looked at himself in the mirror, but wasn't enthused enough to wink and blow a kiss at himself.
To baby hazza:meet me at star cafe , 4:00 sharp .
This was it. This was the day that he was going to see his ex lover after two painful years without him. Zayn's insides felt all mushy, indicating that he was nervous. He didn't know how to react, all he knew was that he can not screw this up.
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"Niall I'm not going, " Harry sighed and plopped down onto his bed. Niall frowned and took a seat in the beanbag chair that was next to the bed. Harry looked up at his best friend with a red face, trying to make Niall feel bad for him.
"Harry... Trying to act like a sad kitten won't help anything. As soon as you told me that you were going to meet Zayn again, I got over here as fast as I could. You will NOT, and I repeat NOT... Waste my trip. Gas isn't free, I could have been in my bed eating and —"
"—okay Niall I get it. You're right, okay? But the thing is that you can NOT, and i repeat NOT.... Force me to go, " Harry retorted and tossed a pillow at Niall. The Irish lad glared at Harry and marched over to him. He picked up the younger boy and put him over his shoulders.
"Trust me Harry, I will force you to go whether you like it or not. As I've said before, you're not wasting my trip over here. Now get dressed!" Niall ordered and let go of Harry, causing him to fall onto the beige carpet. Harry winced at the burn in his elbow, taking a wild guess that he got rugburn.
"Quit your yappin WHOREAN, you live like five minutes away from me, stop complaining about gas. And thanks to you, I skinned my elbow, I have to go to the hospital now, " Harry claimed and rubbed the pink skin that was peeled. Niall knew what he was doing, he was trying to make up excuses to avoid Zayn.
The blonde pointed a finger at Harry and gave him a look that said 'don't mess with me'. Harry wasn't intimidated by the older boy, infact he laughed. He laughed until he forgot about the pain in his elbow, and laughed until he pissed Niall off.
"That's it you little shit—woah that rhymed!Stay on topic Horan! " , Niall spoke and picked Harry up bridal style this time. Harry tried to get out of Niall's grip, but the boy was surprisingly strong. The curly haired lad finally gave up and went limp into his best friend's arms with pouty lips.
"Where did he went you guys to meet at? " , Niall asked after he buckled Harry up into the passenger seat.
"Don't know, " Harry lied and played with his fingernails. Niall stared at Harry who was obviously lying, nobody knew Harry more than he did.
"Look.. We could do this the easy way or or the hard way. Which way will you like? "
Harry didn't answer Niall, and instead unbuckled his seatbelt and ran out of Niall's car. Why couldn't Niall understand that Harry didn't want to see Zayn? He wanted to avoid the man for God's sake, and look where he was.
Niall was quick to rush out of his car and chase down his best friend who was running like his life depended on it. Harry was too fast —too fast for Niall to keep up. The taller lad did the one thing that he knew would work, he ran into a crowd of people, so that Niall could lose him.
He wasn't going to force Harry into this one.
•~•~•~•~
Zayn checked the time on his phone.
4:17
He's been in this place for OVER 17 minutes, waiting for that person. Fans would occasionally come up to him and ask for an autograph, which got a little bit annoying since Zayn wasn't in the mood at all. He told himself that he would give Harry one more minute to show up, or he'd leave.
Tick.
Tick.
Tick.
Time went by and three minutes passed—Zayn tried to give Harry extra time because he really wanted to reunite with him again. But Zayn came to the conclusion that Harry didn't want to see him, which was the sad truth.Zayn sighed and wiped at his eyes, refusing to cry over a man that he's spent too many tears on.
He tipped the waitress and left the cafe with tears in his eyes. His mood got worse when he was mobbed outside by fans and paparazzi.
"Zayn are you crying? "
"Zayn! Zayn! Care to explain why you're here? "
"Oh my gosh Zayn Malik! Can you sign my boob?! I don't have paper!!!"
"How's that solo career going? "
"Have you talked to Harry? "
Hearing that name brought pain to Zayn's heart. He never wanted to hear that name again, it'll only make him think of this moment. The bright lights, shouts, screams, sounds of his name being called all made Zayn's anxiety kick in.
When stuff like this would happen, Harry would be there to help him out.
'No no no no no'
He was too overwhelmed, too overwhelmed to even process what was going on. The ringing in his ears was hurting, like his heart was. Zayn looked up just in time to be flashed with the bright light of a camera, and that's all it took for him to collapse onto the ground.
Little did he know was that Harry was on his way to star cafe, after being caught by Niall and having some sense knocked into him.
"What's going on?" , he questioned Niall as he approached the crowd infront of the cafe. Niall shrugged and guessed that there was a fight going on. Harry hated fights, that was something that he wasn't going to watch. They didn't pay too much attention to the group, which meant that they didn't notice the paps.
"Hmm probably a fight that we don't need to see, come on Harry, " Niall said and gripped Harrys wrist, pulling him into the cafe. Both boys were relieved that they weren't noticed, people were paying too much attention to the crowd.
Luckily for Niall and Harry, no customers were in the shop, they were too busy being involved in that crowd. They sat in a booth and waited for their company.
The two didn't know that the person they were looking for was the one passed out in the swarm of people outside.
@/N : Oh yeah like the new cover ? Credits go to riverdale1586 , thank you babe 😘❤
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