Love Me Blue [Zarry]

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Zayn angrily shut off his TV. The paperwork? He gets that he hurt Harry when he left, but the shade thrown at him was not cool. If Harry wants to play the shade game, then so be it, that was immature anyways.

"What was the hardest part about Zayn leaving the band?"
Harry didn't waste no time to answer that question.
"The paperwork, " he said with a sneaky grin on his face.

Zayn tried not to be that mad, maybe because that was said a few months after he left, and that was two years ago, but he still cared about what Harry said about him. And the thing is... It's not entirely Zayn's fault that he got a bucket of shade thrown at him. He did try to reach out to all of the one direction members, and got replies from everyone except his ex lover.

He still loved Harry, in fact Zayn was like one of those fanboys who Googled pictures of Harry Styles and screenshotted every one of them. He kept up with everything that Harry was doing at the moment.

They were both on their solo careers, Harry had his first album released, and Zayn was working on the final touches for his second album.

Zayn did have a feeling that some of the songs on Harry's albums were written about someone, maybe Kendall Jenner? He doubted that they were about him, obviously knowing that Harry hated him.

He himself wrote most of his songs about Harry, but the media thought that they were written about Gigi Hadid.

Gigi was a nice, no scratch that, terrible girl. She couldn't model for shit, and she was always bitchy.
Her and Zayn don't like each other at all, but they're forced to act affectionate with each other in public. They have to take couple pictures a lot and post videos of each other, pose on magazine covers and Gigi even starred in Zayn's first single music video.

It infuriated Zayn that she was using his fame to boost up her career. He knew that she was never heard of, and the same year that he left the band, he had to fake date that wanna be model Gigi Hadid. They've been with each other for almost two full years, and Zayn was sick of it.

He was forced to "propose" to her and make the media believe that he was turned down, when in reality that was just a story to make Zigi seem more believable. Any smart person would see the lies behind all of the smiles between them. Why else would they be forced to act like they were in a happy relationship and can't leave each other's sides?

To give Zigi's what they wanted.

Their relationship was staged, only to influence each other's careers, when Zayn's was way beyond successful.

They didn't love each other, and what fans didn't know was that 'she don't love me' , was written about Gigi. He'd rather be put in another rumor of cheating on his last 'girlfriend' , Perrie, than be seen with Gigi.

Actually, maybe Zayn was going to get caught in another cheating rumor so that he has an excuse to leave Gigi and let her struggle on her modelling career alone. She only blew up when Zayn and her were set up together.

And not only is Zayn helping Gigi's sad modeling career, but he's also helping her sister's sad career as well. Bella Hadid was only known for being Gigi's sister, and for being the model for Zayn's Versace clothing line.

He didn't want to share the spotlight with those selfish bitches, he wanted his fame to himself and not to give other people's career a boost.

The thing that Zayn loved hearing about was his anti Gigi fans, their comments made his day, and he loved seeing the frown on Gigi's face when she would see the hate. He wanted badly to put an end to Zigi, and he was going to make sure of that. He didn't want Gigi in his life.

All he wanted was his Harry back.

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He was sick of seeing all of this 'Zigi' bullshit. Zayn proposed to her, they go out together, they even got their mother's together for a special occasion. Part of Harry was happy that Zayn got rejected by his proposal to Gigi, but he only wanted Zayn to be happy.

What Harry didn't know was that his most disliked famous couple was all an act for propaganda. He didn't know that they despised each other and were using one another.

Well Gigi was the using rat.

It's not like Harry wanted to throw shade at Zayn, he just wanted to forget the three years of their secret relationship. Only the lads knew about their relationship, but when Harry and Zayn got too sexual on stage, modest made Zayn and Harry both get beards.

That didn't stop the loving stares they'd give each other on stage, or the sexual signs. They were in love, and no beard stopped that.

But when Zayn left the band, he took a piece of Harry's heart with him. He didn't want to be with anyone else but Zayn, that's why he tried to stay out of the media after the one direction hiatus.

He was doing good until he got a part in the movie Dunkirk and started his solo career.

And what directioners were so oblivious to was that Harry wrote some songs about the man that he still loved on the album Made In The A.M.

He even wrote the song Made in the am about him, the symbolization behind that song was the conversations that the pair would have together. Harry also wrote some songs about him during his solo career, but nobody needed to know that. They needed to assume that his songs were written about Louis or Taylor, which they weren't.

Oh yeah, Larry was a lost cause.

They couldn't be seen with each other without having fans talk about 'larry'.
They got into altercations a lot and that's what caused the one direction hiatus.

All because of Larry Stylinson rumors.

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@/N : hello my lovely readers !  My bad if this chapter was boring, I was explaining some things in this story . But the next chapter will actually have dialogue . I love you guys  !