Is it possible to have love and complete despair at the same time?
Can I be conflicted with such harsh opposite feelings?
I'll get through another day right?
Just one more
Then one after that
And another after that one
It won't always be so hard,
It can't be
My emotions are whirling
They're so confused whether to laugh or cry
Whether to wake up tomorrow or not
Whether to feel grief or guilt
Sadness or jealousy
Sadness for the reality of this awful world and the things it can do to a person
Or jealousy for someone who escaped this world while I'm still here
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts
PoetryIdeas, thoughts, guides, suggestions, sheer nonsense and randomness of my bad (but sometimes good) brain. This book will never be completed because I will never stop thinking.