Dying Inside ✔

Chapter 2: Next Day

(There is a song so play it when I tell you. Thankyou
-Alice♡

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She's gone.
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The day after.

She left me.

I hate her.

The day after I still walked into school I was hoping it was all just a dream. I knew without looking in a mirror that my eyes were red and puffy. I cried, and cried. Cried myself to sleep.

My hands were stuffed in my pockets  feeling the tissues I had stuffed in there just in case I set off again. When I walked through the gates, people just stared.

Giving me looks of sympathy.

I don't want you sympathy.

Just then a girl in brown hair with a pair of black glasses, walked towards me.
"I'm so sorry I know how you feel" She gave me a hug. She knows how I feel. Did she really just say that.

"You, have no idea how I feel! I don't  even know you and I doubt Lucy did either!" I screamed at her. I couldn't stop the words kept coming out of my mouth. Liquid drops pouring off my face and on the ground. I could tell she was upset. I'm sorry I lost it.

I stormed off into the empty corridoors heading towards my locker which was somehow next to Lucy's. As I got there I realised her locker was slightly open. I ran towards the white metal box and looked inside.

Her stuff was gone.

All that was left was an envelope with ' Memories' written on the front. I opened it a little and took a quick peek inside. Noticing all the memories were pictures of me and her. I knew I was going to cry again. You probably think I'm a massive cry baby, but it's difficult for me. So I shoved the envelope into my red and white Adidas backpack. I opened up my locker and grabbed my biology book and maths. As that is what we have for our first two lessons of the day.

I met up with Erza, Gray and Levy and saw them as well upset. We tried to focus on happy things but it was difficult. I could see sadness in everyone's eyes especially Levy's.

As I entered my biology class I sat down at the back next to the window where I usually sit. At the time the class was very much empty and silent you could hear a pin drop. I looked to my right and saw Lucy's desk next to me. I was thinking about the times we nearly blew up the class rooms and got iodine all over each other's books.

Good times.

I looked towards the clock and saw I was infact 15 minutes early. So I pulled out my headphones and my phone and decided to listen to music. When I turned my phone on I saw the notification for Nightcore Lost Boy on which I was listening to yesterday, with Lucy. It was out our favourite song. Lucy always said she was the Lost boy and I was Peter Pan. As I was her first friend.

I clicked the button to restart the song and I played it.

(Please watch/listen to video and pretend that the Lost Boy is Lucy and Peter Pan is Natsu. For extra emotion)

The music started playing.

As the song came to an end. My eyes were once again watery. I loved that song. I loved her. I hope she will come back to me one day.

So we can fly away to Neverland.

I hope you enjoyed this Chapter! I'm sorry it was short but I have big plans for upcoming chapters.

The song was:
Lost Boy by Ruth B.
(But Nightcore Version)

Hope you have a good day!

-Alice♡