|HIGHEST RANK: #52 in Horror (10/14/17)|Completed: 10-15-17|
Savannah, and emily have been best friends since grade school. Everything was perfect from day outs, to girl nights just everything. That is until one day someone takes that away from Sav...
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WARNING: THIS CHAPTER IS GOING TO BE THE SADNESS ONE BECAUSE SAVANNAH finally realizes she can't get her best friend back, and that Tyler has gotten away with his crimes because of the lack of evidence.
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**Savannah's POV**
My phone is blowing up with notifications. I already know the name. I already know his consequence. The Flames are burning up inside; I can't take this. The pain, sorrow, lies. Nobody knew only him. He Confessed Gabby just had to do one thing. Post.
Post the name. The anger is filling my eyes and my face. It's getting stronger. The anger, the revenge; More like vengeance on my best friend. Cole has sent a dozen texts to me but, I'm in my room having a breakdown with anger following it. I am putting my hands through my hair and my heart is beating fast. I feel it. I can't take this.
I go back to my safety zone, and I crawl under my covers and cry. I am angry and bruised mentally and physically. The lies, I saw him walk through the halls, and I smiled and waved. Truly, when I should've frowned and tried to get him to jail. My phone is going off non-stop from friends to cole, and everyone else. It's the talk of the town.
He's the Murder of my best friend, not only that he raped her before he ended her life.
He got away with it. I am so relieved, angry, depressed all at the same time. I still can't take the pain knowing who did it. It hurts to know and to know that they got away with it. I can thank Gabby and hate her.
She's the one that use to bully her and harass Emily all the time. I feel more anger, the blood is flowing through my veins and pumping at maximum speed. My heart rate goes up. I am trying to calm myself down. I can't. I hear a knock at the door while I am trying to drown myself in my own tears through the pillow as I'm hugging it. I hear it open then close.
"Savannah?" A soft voice asks. My face is buried in my pillow and knees and I refuse to look up. My heart is falling apart, I can feel it break into a million piece, I thought it couldn't get worse. I lift up my face and it's cole. Not only him but Jared too. Tears are streaming down my face.
I bury my face back in my pillow and cole wraps his arms around me and places his head on my shoulders. Jared stands at the end of my bed and it feels tense in the room.
"Savannah, It's going to get better I promise," Cole says softly as he softly kisses my cheek. I still feel the anger, and sadness inside me. It's like a phoenix a fiery burning phoenix inside. I lost something that I can never ever replace or get back, it can't get better. My heart can't be fixed no matter how many hugs and kisses I receive.
"Jared, go get the tissues on her desk please," Cole asks him Jared walks over and gives the tissues to him. They are trying to fix me. I feel like the Phoenix isn't allowing them. I need to get revenge. My heart isn't allowing it but the Phoenix is screaming in my head.
Jared places his hand on my shoulder. I look up and I see him look into my eyes he smiles.
"Savannah, I am so sorry what Tyler did he will get what he deserves, I am so sorry this is happening to you," Jared replies to me softly. I give him a soft smile. Tears are still streaming down my face. My heart feels completely shattered.
"thank-you Jared. it's okay, I'm okay." I assure them. Cole smiles and gives me a reassuring hug and let's go.
Cole sits on the bed next to me and Jared is kneeling at the end of the bed with his hand on his knees; It's silent. Jared pulls out his phone and texts someone then puts it away. I look at Cole and smile. He does the same. The silent smiling goes on for a few minutes then stops after another knock is at the door. Cole gets up and opens the door. It's gabby.
She smiles and then she frowns.
"Savannah, I'm so sorry what he did to her and you. I broke up with him we got into a fight. Savannah, I am so sorry what I did to you and her both past and future." Gabby apologizes to me. I look and get on the edge of my bed I give her half a smile.
"It's okay it's not your fault," I say barely in a whisper. She looks at me.
"Savannah, He changed since the party," Gabby says. My eyes widen.
"Party?" I reply.
"Yeah, the end of the summer party there's always a big bash at the end of the year for it. Emily went with Kris," Gabby finishes. The anger is back I stand up.
"Savannah calm down it's not your fault Savannah!" Cole says sternly. Gabby backs away.
"Savannah Emily went. She did that to herself," Gabby replies back harshly. My heart breaks again but this time Instead of crying I punch Gabby straight in the face. She turns back and slaps me across mine. We are fighting until Cole picks me up and is holding me.
"STOP IT SAVANNAH! IT WASN'T YOUR FAULT," Cole yells. Jared has Gabby under control.
"Gabby stop, You shouldn't have said that," Jared assures her. Gabby looks back and heads towards me but Jared pushes her back.
"Both of you need to chill," Cole says.
"Well sorry some of us can't handle the truth." Gabby sneers. I turn my head back around and I have tears filling my eyes the Phoenix wants to attack again.
"What truth? There is NONE!" I shout back at her. She looks me dead in the eyes without hesitations she says words she can never take back, and her apology is trash now.
"Emily was the reason she died. It was herself to blame,"
It was herself to blame.
As soon as she says those words she turns to the door and slams it. Jared chases after her. Then as my thoughts replay.
Emily was the reason she died.It was herself to blame.
Emily was the reason she died.It was herself to blame.
Emily was the reason she died.It was herself to blame.
Over and over again. This time I fall to the ground and cry my heart out. I knew then that was the truth.
Maybe Tyler played the part the role that was asked, but it was herself to blame...
My heart shatters.
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SOO LONGER CHAPTER ABOUT 1,164 words SO YOU'RE WELCOME. anyways, it was a more depressing chapter, so chapter 20 and 21 will include the cops finding out, and other things so yeeee enjoy :3 get ready to have a feels trip.
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