AU Sans x Reader Oneshots!!!

Mystery Sans x Suicidal Reader

I think back to all the things that have happened when I was in the underground.

I have unanswered prayers...

I felt like no one was there to listen to me. They were all tough, and rude.

I have troubles I wish wasn't there.

They may not know this, but I have a heavy guilt on my life, my soul...

And I have asked a thousand ways...

I tried everything to make the pain and suffering to stop, but it just wouldn't make it go away entirely...

That you would take my pain away.

Whether that be cutting, or not eating, or self neglect...

You would take my pain away.

It just wouldn't work.

I am trying to understand,

I don't understand why everybody down here is grumpy and without a reason to live.

how to walk this weary land,

They have it fine here. 

make straight the paths that crooked lie, 

They just need to fix their attitude of things.

oh lord before these feet of mine.

But I am long gone to repair.

Oh lord before these feet of mine.

I thought nothing would fix me.

When my world is shaking,

But when everything would just be crumbling down,

heaven stands.

There would be one person standing there by my side.

When my heart is breaking,

Whether that be me in battle, or when I tried to cut myself.

I never leave your hands.

I would never be alone, because of him being there for me.

When you walked upon the earth,

I remember the surface,

you healed the broken, lost, and hurt.

No one would come to help me or even notice me when I show them my secret.

I know you hate to see me cry;

But there's one that would be there for me, and has been watching me.

one day you will set all things right. 

I wish that everything would just get better,

Yeah one day you will set all things right.

And with his presence, I felt HOPE once again.

When my world is shaking,

So whenever I would be distraught, and close to cutting,

heaven stands.

He would be there to stop me.

When my heart is breaking,

Whenever I would be in battle, my HOPE has risen so it was easier to defend myself.

I never leave your hands...

And he would always be there.

your hands, 

He presence,

your hands that shape the world,

His voice, his posture, 

are holding me, 

Are keeping me calm, 

they hold me still.

And making me think about all the good things in life.

Your hands that shape the world,

I would realize that what I had, was worse than what I have down here.

are holding me,

I actually realized that I have friends and people who care for me.

they hold me still.

And he always reminds me of that.

When my world is shaking,

I would use to cut myself and think dark thoughts all the time,

heaven stands.

but he changed me and I soon stopped.

When my heart is breaking, 

With his friendship and love for me, made me fill with HOPE and happiness...

I never leave you-

We would be family when we manage to get back to the surface.

-when my world is shaking,

Just because of his awareness of my well being,

heaven stands.

I think I actually like him.

When my heart is breaking,

For the first time in forever,

I never leave....

My soul would be filled with love,

I never leave your hands.

And it's all because of Sans.