Just want to be Loved

Chap.6-Carvinal

Church was amazing. Jesus has done many thing for me. So I had to glorify him on this beautiful sunday morning. After church my mom decided to cook a sunday meal. I waited on my mom to finish cooking in my room . Reading my unread messages . I started of with Nova message

BestBitch- What are you doing today?
Mya- I don't know might just stay home and watch disney movies with Ekon.

I patiently waited for Nova to text back but she never did. So I moved on to my next message. It was from Logan. I automatically rolled my eyes

Logan- Hey Ka'Maya! How was your day so far?

Mya- good

Logan- you have plans today I wanted to hang out

Mya- yup

Logan- mmk

I read the message and want to the next message. Ya'll might think I am extra. But I don't want to be that girl that talks to someone man Fuck this project. I don't need his help . I can do that shit on my own . I couldn't help to be curious when I saw Rakim text me on instagram.

@ayorakim -hey beautiful! I was wondering do you want to hang out today.

@ayarakim - as friends

This caused me to smile. He really think I don't like him

@myaking- What did you have in mind

@ayorakim- bruh you took this long to ask me what I have in mind. But I'm thinking we can go to the carnival.

@myaking- why the carnival. I don't do rides

@ayorakim- cause we can get to know each other . Stop being a scary cat

@myaking- first off I'm more of a pitbull .Never been a pussy. But aight

@ayorakim - ight meet me there at 8

I guess Rakim can be a good friend. But only a friend nothing more ,nothing less.

"Mya" my mom said.

"Mya come downstairs . The food is ready" she called out again.

"I'm coming ! Just a second" I yelled picking leo up. I don't know what's going on with Leo these days he's been acting up lately. I skipped downstairs with leo in arms. Sitting in the dining room. Leo and I mouth dropped to the floor. Table was filled with Mac and cheese, rice, mash potatoes,collard greens, fried chicken and cornbread. I moved my chair closer to the mac and cheese cause boy the way the cheese was melting in the pan I was going to be tearing it up. My Dad, Ekon and Ellais soon came.

" Finally let's eat " I said . Leo and I both had the same expression. All we wanted to do was eat.

"Ellais bless the food" my mom said glowing. She looked so beautiful. This pregnancy is really working for her.

"God , I just wanna say thank you for this food . Im finna fuck up--- ." My brother said which caused my mom to slap the back of his head.

"Boy if you don't act right. You're talking to your Creator. You better show him some respect. "

"But mama you didn't let me finish."he said complaining.

"Hurry then! This baby making me aggressive and hungry" She said looking sad

"Heavenly Father, We Praise You for the nourishment that You provide. Thank You for meeting our physical needs of hunger and thirst. . Bless it to our bodies, Lord. In Jesus' Name, Amen." he said then everyone joined in saying Amen .