Maybe Tomorrow (completed)

Its time...to end this Part 1

TrisPOV

I've had enough of this shit!
I'm done.
I don't care anymore.
I tried, so hard, and guess what happened?
Exactly what I thought was going to fucking happen.
Thanks David. You should be proud of yourself.
REALLY proud of yourself.

Everything is clear now.
I never had a place in this world.
I was just a mistake.
To Tobias? I'm everything.

To everyone else?
Nothing.
I'm just a piece of shit that is fun to kick around.
I've tried to stop it, so don't tell me I haven't done anything.
Don't tell me to stop.
Because It's going to happen.

Out of all the people, you David, had to push me to do this.
Out of ALL the people.

You know what? I'm not surprised.
I'm just a toy anyway right?
Yeah, that's all I am.
I can't wait till I can finally be relieved from my pain, and be up with my parents.

But wait, what about Tobias?
I can't leave him.
I can't.

But I can't stay either, and it's only going to get worse.
I love you Tobias, I really do, and don't think for a second you are the reason this is going to happen.

I know you can't hear me, obviously, because I'm just talking to myself, well, not really, but you get the point.

I need to write a note, but should I really?
I don't know if I should.
It might take me to long, and I would miss my chance.

I quickly grab my computer, and start typing.

"I don't know what to say, and I'm running out of time, but Tobias, I love you, more than anything, and I didn't want to leave you. But it's time. Don't do anything stupid like I am. I deserve this. Make sure to tell the gang I love them as well.
I know this is cheesy and short, but I have to go. I love you Tobias.

-Tris Prior <3"

I print it out, and I put it on the kitchen counter.
I run upstairs, and open my closet.
I throw all my clothes out, and grab my piano chair.
I look around the room, and eventually find the rope I hid under my bed.

I tie one end to the metal bar above me, and stick my head though the hole I made.
I hear the door open, and I hear Tobias yell my name.

I start to cry, and scream, "I DIDNT WANT TO LEAVE YOU TOBIAS!" And kick the chair out from under me.

The rope closes around my neck, and I can't breathe.
My eyes start to slowly roll into the back of my head, and I hear footsteps running up the stairs.
Right before my eyes close, I get a glimpse of Tobias' face, full of complete terror.

TobiasPOV

"I SIDNT EANT TO LEAVE YOU TOBIAS!" I hear her scream.
Fuck.

I sprint across the room and up the stair to her room, and when I get there, Tris is hanging from the ceiling, her eyes rolling into the back of her head.
I scream, and try to get her down.

When I do, I lay her on the floor, and try to wake her up, my eyes glassy.
"TRIS!" I yell at her.

I squeeze we hand as hard as I can, hoping to bring the life back into her, but it's no use.

No.....
I'm no late...
I start to sob.
"One more.." I whisper.

I scream bloody murder, so loud the neighbors can hear me.
I take her pulse, with the little hope I have left.

Nothing...

I lay my head on her stomach, and sob.
I can't..
Tris..

I run downstairs, and grab the note off the counter, and cry harder.

I pull out my phone, and call Zeke, and explain everything.
The whole gang starts breaking this, crying, cursing, everything you can think of, and pile in a car.

I walk back up to Tris' side, and lay beside her.
I leave a small kiss on her lips..now cold....

Hey everyone! Now, I know, it's short, and I know you hate the ending, but that's just how this books go. I love you all, and part two will be coming in a few days❤️

-BeBrave