all my fault gorillaz x reader

chatper 5/ talk's and tear's

(TRIGGER WARNING SOME OF THE DIALOG IN THIS CHAPTER MAY BE UPSETTING )

At first Noodles question made you very nervous but after a while  you start trying to think of a way to tell the story that wont lead to to many questions.

You start off your story by saying "Well after Russell had the incident with seeing his friends em .. Well you know , and when he started to feel del in his head he got kinda .. 'Down' " you state nervously but Russell puts his hand on your shoulder and reassures you so you continue , "well because of this he was recommended to come and start taking sessions with my mam-" before you could finish your sentence Noodle buts in and says " what do you mean sessions with your mother y/n san?" "she means her mother is a councilor Noodle " Russell said quietly. Noodle just said "oh.." and turned her eyes to the floor "its ok noods " you say as you pat her head. "So my mam works from home so all her clients come to the house for their appointments, and since Russell and i were around the same age and he was always in my house we started to hang out after his appointments, and we just got really close sense we had similar sto- eh umm never mind" you said hesitantly. " similar story's what do you mean similar story's?" Noodle questioned, "Noodle!" 2d said as he lightly kicked her leg "its ok Noodle" you say with a sigh. "You don't have to say anything you don't want to y/n " Russell said while wrapping his arm around you. "Well when Russell told me that he ah saw his em friends get ... Well You Know, i told him that well the same kind of thing happened to me a few years back.." you say softly before sinking in your seat. "you don't have to continue " 2d said reassuringly , " its probably better to tell you guys now rather than later" you say while rubbing your arm nervously. It takes you a while to continue with your story but eventually you keep going. " well when i was around 15 me and my best friend Katie were walking home home school when .... W-w-we um eh got .. Kidnapped" you stop for a minute as a tear falls from your eyes but you also feel Murdoc tense a small bit before he nervously says "w-what happened then?" . "Well we were kept in a small room for a few days with no contact at all , when one day a a man came into the room with a hand gun.." you feel your eyes swell up and you start to sob , Russell holds you close to him, pushing threw your tears you continue , " i heard the man start to cry just before he - he ... Shot Katie in the head leaving her to die beside me " you take a pause as tears continue to run down your face " then he turned around to point the gun at me , his hands started to shake and i crawled into the corner of the room crying , i couldn't see his face but i could hear him start to cry again, i was scared for my life crying in the corner begging for mercy"( everyone in the room is now crying with you)"but he lowered the gun and ran out ..  Leaving me there for another two days before i was saved " anger forms in your voice and everyone can see how upset you are . "but the worst part is .. That low life scum bag left me in that room with my dead best friend , i had to see her just lying there life less covered in blood for two days!" Russell stops you pulling you in for a hug while Murdoc runs out of the room upset , a lot more upset than everyone else. " i didn't leave the house for two years , i had to have a care taker watching me twenty four seven just to make sure i wouldn't fucking kill myself!!" you are extremely emotional and Russell tells you to stop with your story before picking you up and bringing you to your room and telling you to sleep. Noodle and 2d are left crying on the floor of the living room and as for Murdoc no one knew where he went , his emotions over your story began to worry Russell and he began to fear the worst...

A/n- literally have upset myself while writing this story and I'm putting a lot of effort into this story line so whatever feedback anyone has id love to hear it , you might be able to see whats coming but there are a few more surprises in store so keep an eye out for chapters , anyways i hope you liked it and thanks for reading xox

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