You felt your heart race as Murdoc started his sentence , it had been so long since you had heard his voice , a voice you once loved but were now afraid of. You knew nothing bad would happen to you since all the other were in the room so when you slapped him you knew you wouldn't get a slap back, he was also kinda tied up but not very well.
"It was m-"
That part of Murdoc's sentence seemed to go by in slow motion like his words were coming out at a snails pace. The second you heard him mutter a word starting with an m you a mediately assumed he was going to say the word me , so the tears in your eyes finally fell and ran down your cheeks.
"It was m..m..my father.."
Murdoc finished his sentence , you stepped back in confusion, everyone else looked just as confused as you did, Russell even dropped Murdoc leaving him to fall to his knees, and he began to visibly weep at this point.
You didn't know what to do, what to say or even what to think. You started to feel dizzy and could feel yourself getting weak , your eyes rolled back in your head, the room went black.
Russels p.o.v
When Murdoc said it was his father who had done these terrible things to my poor baby y/n i felt confused at first but then remembered something i had learned years back.
Just like Murdoc, his father had sold his soul , to the devil himself . One time when Murdoc was drunk he started talking about his childhood and how when his father sold his soul he became a much happier man , but it came with a price. Every so often , the devil would ask Murdoc's father to do things , and if he didn't it would come with a terrible price. So i would assume that maybe the devil had asked him to do one of these terrible deeds and it just so happened that y/n and her old best friend got caught in the firing line.. Oh ...uh i mean mix.
2d's p.o.v
I saw y/n fall to the floor , i ran and held her in my arms and tried to wake her , Russ stood somewhat lifeless while noodle ran to get a glass of water for y/n , Murdoc still kneeling on the floor let his head drop to the carpet and cried. I stared at y/n and called her name while shaking her. I was confused by what Murdoc had said , why would his father have done such a thing. I brought my attention back to y/n as i noticed her starting to wake back up.
Normal p.o.v
I felt myself start to wake up, my head was still spinning and Murdoc's words were rushing through my head, but i still wasn't sure what i was supposed to say. When i fully woke up i saw 2d staring down at me , he was holding me in his long slim arm's then pulled me into his lap. I rest my head into his chest. "Are yew ok luv?" he whispered softly but before you could answer you heard Murdoc sadly whimper "put her down stuart" as you looked over to him he lifted his head and looked into your eyes , you were hurt to see the pure sadness and pain in his eyes, but you were glad to hear he still cared about you. 2d let you down out of his lap but still supported your head. You felt strong enough to sit up now so you did. You crawled over to Murdoc and put your hands on his shoulders.
"Muddz.." you say softly as he stairs into your eyes with both sadness and lovingness ( i don't think lovingness is a word but you know what i mean :/) "we need to talk about this " you whisper to him. He just nods his head. You stand up and put out your hand to bring him to his feet , he grabs your hand and stands up. You walk out of the room to go talk in private. You bring Murdoc to your room and close the door behind you. Murdoc sits down on the chair by your desk while you sit on the end of the bed. "I..i cant get my head around this Murdoc i dont understand" you say while looking over to him.
Murdoc looks at you then sighs sadly. He begins to tell you the story of why his father had done what he did, it turns out Russell had been correct , it was one of his dealings with the devil that forced him to do such a terrible thing. As Murdoc told the story he started to cry so you walked over and sat on the floor beside him and held his hand. "Its ok Muddz please don't cry" you say softly as tears form in your eyes too. "How could i not cry when the man i call my father done such a thing to the women i love" his sentence made the tears in your eyes roll down your checks. You looked up at him , 'he looked like a different person , he was broken , and it was my fault for bringing it up i was the one who brought all this back on him, i broke him... 'You thought to yourself "Please Murdoc , i hate seeing you like this... Its all my fault" you sob. Murdoc lifts your head and looks into your eyes.
"Don't you even dare say that!"
A/n: ahh I'm sorry its been so long since I've updated this but i have been kinda stressed lately and just didn't have any time for writing , i hope you enjoy this chapter and are enjoying the story so far , sorry if some of the back story's have been changed but you can see why i did it now but anyways thanks for reading and ill see you next time (also oh my lord I'm writing this at 2:45 am and FOUR not one not two but FOUR big spiders have ran from under my bed to under the press the other side of the room :o ) xox
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(Your very welcome for the image at the top btw )
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