"The worst things in life come free to us."
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October 5, 2014 - 16:23
He was here. I woke up this morning and he was here - beside me, holding my hand. The nurse came in and he smiled weakly at her before standing to his feet and exiting the room.
"95 pounds, malnutritioned."
"I know."
"You have a new roommate."
"Ok."
"Don't you want to know who it is?"
"..."
"Alright-y then."
Sincerely,
Rae
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October 6, 2014 - 7:02
She is beautiful, but ever so pale. Her auburn hair is the most vibrant color on her frail body. I'm so scared for her. I want to say something; but I don't know what it is. The words feel foreign and used to hold no meaning. But now: I love her, is the only thing I can say to describe this feeling.
"She's at 94 pounds, Harry."
I sighed.
"You, though, you've gained a few."
I frowned.
"113 pounds on you, Harry."
My frown deepened. I'm fat again.
"I hope you know, if she keeps losing weight she'll end up like her roommate. Dead."
No, not my Rae.
"Stop."
"I'm stating the truth, Harry."
"Stop it."
"She needs to get better."
"Please. I'm begging you, stop it."
"Harry-"
"Just please stop it. She'll get better."
The nurse sighed and let me leave the check up room.
Love Always,
Harry
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