Hello everyone, I'm just writing a little/medium sized authors note. I just wanted to say thank you all so much for the support you've given to me and the fact that you guys voted without me asking. To be honest, I never expected anyone to actually read Disorder or even take a liking in it and it really makes me happy to see that some of you guys followed along and stayed dedicated to the book. You have no idea how happy that makes me actually
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Anyways, I also wanted to let you know that this isn't the end of Disorder.
DISORDER TRILOGY:
Book One: "Disorder"
Book Two: "Recovery"
Book Three [prequel]: "Fat Boy"
I may add another book as a prequel named "Skinny Freak" which will be about Rae's life before the Karing Society and how she came to be the way she was.
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Dear Reader,
I've said this a million times - well actually about 28 or 29 - but you guys are worth so much. I wanted to let you guys know that those little notes at the end of each chapter were meant for each and every single one of you. No matter race, age, gender, I think you are all so beautiful. I know you probably don't believe me when I say that because "I've never even seen your face before" but god, I think I might fangirl if I did. Truth be told, I probably would fangirl if I met any of you guys because I really just want to hug all of you.
Listen, I know times get tough and it's true - things aren't always easy. I know we all expected that fairytale life with the princes and the princesses and much to our dismay - we never saw. We all wanted that fairy tale and to be quite frank we still wish for it sometimes. I know I do. But, you all are so beautiful and I know it may not seem like a fairy tale now but one day it will. One day a boy or a girl will sweep you off your feet and you won't know what hit you; and when that day comes I hope the best for you.
There is hope to recovery, hope for so many things that you doubt. I love you all so much, and I know it doesn't sound like much because everyone says that but this "love" is coming from someone who doesn't even believe in the word. That sounds like a negative thing but it's not. I'm trying to say that even though I don't believe in the concept, I really do love you guys. Love is the only word I have to describe whatever the hell it is I feel for ya'll.
Each of you are so beautiful and most of you don't even know it.
And that's a sad thing.
But one day you'll feel beautiful. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow. But there will be a day when you'll look in a mirror or someone says it and you might just go "You know, they're right. I'm not that bad looking. I'm rather pretty, aren't I?" Just don't go getting a big head, alright?
Love Always,
Hannah xoxo
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Disorder // styles
Fanfiction"what's done is done. what's dead is dead. all of these demons are stuck in my head."
