"But I'm stuck in this fucking rut, waiting on a second hand pick me up."
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October 12, 2014 - 13:04
"So, how are you feeling today?"
"...."
I didn't say anything to them. I didn't want to because for once in my life, dying seemed like the easiest way out of this mess I'd gotten myself into. Maybe after I'm gone Harry will get better and go back to doing whatever he was doing before. Everyone would be so happy. And I'll be at peace.
Sincerely,
Rae
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October 12, 2014 - no specified time -
I heard them talking - the nurses.
"She doesn't even want to get better anymore, the poor thing."
"Poor? She's wasting our time."
"Do you wonder how devastated that Harry boy would be if he knew that she was on the brink of death?"
"He'd be hysteric, we'd end up sending him to a nuthouse instead."
I ran to her. Rae.
Love Always,
Harry
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I'm really annoyed because my sister wants to use my credit card, but I just HAVEN'T used it before. It's really annoying because I wanted to be the first one to use it and I just.
You look beautiful today <3
- Hannah xoxo
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Disorder // styles
Fanfic"what's done is done. what's dead is dead. all of these demons are stuck in my head."
