Scars

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I felt bad,
I lied to them,
I cut myself,
It felt good.

I failed,
My marks are horrible,
I cut myself,
It felt good.

I was depressed,
I'm a disappointment,
I cut myself,
It felt good.

I was mad,
Blame everything to myself,
I cut myself,
It felt good.

I am worthless,
I'm no better than anyone,
I cut myself,
It felt good.

I'm useless,
They don't even care about me,
I cut myself,
It felt good.

I was a coward,
I was afraid,
Of what they think of me,
How they see me,
How they treat me,
And myself.

My arm,
Red lines and scars beautifully drawn,
I wish they don't fade,
So I can remember.

How worthless I am,
How useless I am,
How invisible I am to them,
How ugly and broken my life is.

Let me tell myself,
When I see those scars,
It was worth it,
And that my soul felt amazing.

-hanisahtdm22

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