Atelophobia

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I have this thing,
That made me worried,
What people will think and say,
When I do this and that.

I have this thing,
I just couldn't satisfy myself,
Are my doing good enough,
Or not at all?

I have this thing,
That made me back away,
From people,
Fear that they would hate me.

I have this thing,
That bothers me everyday,
I can't sleep,
The thought keeps lingering.

I have this thing,
That kept me in one place,
When there's so many paths,
I couldn't make a move.

I have this thing,
And the reason why I have no friends,
I'm always in the shadows,
Well, at least no one's bothered by me.

I have this thing,
It made me weak,
It made me feel pathetic
I really hate myself.

But,

I believe I can overcome this,
The fear that held me tight,
I want to be free,
I want to change.

I believe that I can do it,
I know I'll be better,
I have...hope...
Right?
...

I wish.

-hanisahtdm22

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