Lethal || k.nj & l.m ✔️

XV

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Lalisa's POV
• In the hotel room •

BamBam and I sit in our hotel room together, on the foot of the bed. We haven't said a word to each other. I turn to him and he's already looking at me, those dark brown eyes. I use my tongue to give my lips moisture, I then start to think of something.

I look him in his eyes, more intensely than before, "I was so scared that you wouldn't make it out." I whisper to him. "Nooo, no... don't think that. I knew everything would be okay." He tells me, he kisses my cheek and touches my short hair. "I hate this hair, it looks exactly like the hair I had when I was younger." I tell him, "Aaah haha, this is the Lice I remember."

I frown, he's teasing me. "It looks cute, don't worry about it." He tells me, chuckling lightly. "I want this to be our moment." I tell him, "After tonight, who knows what will happen? What if we're separated again and we're unable to get to each other? I want us to remember tonight, I want to remember your warmth. I want to remember how you feel." He stares at me with those eyes, does he know what I'm talking about?

"Lalisa, are you telling me what I think you're telling me?" He asks me. "BamBam... I want to have sex with you tonight." I tell him. "You don't have to do this." He reassures me, "No, I want to.. cause when you touch me..." I run my fingers through his hair and make him look at me, his dark irises looking into mine. I bring my lips to his ear and kiss his jaw before I finish what I was saying. "I don't want you to stop," I tell him. He seems to be choked up with my words. "Kiss me.." I quietly plead. I pull my lips into a line, waiting for him until he presses his lips against mine and he's slow with me.

He sets a hand on my thigh before he runs it up to my hip, then up my back.

"BamBam." I whisper to him, "Yes?" He answers. "Have you done this before?" I ask him, I see it in his eyes, I instantly know the answer. "Surprisingly, no.", "You don't have to be ashamed." I peck his lips, "Being a virgin is nothing bad." I say before I kiss his chin. "I'll just have to teach you." I hear his breath hitch. "Though I do wish that I had saved myself for you," I tell him.

The quick story behind my v card loss, it was with my first boyfriend after BamBam vanished. I thought I was in love but it was always BamBam, yes... I learned things in bed but even then, I wish it was the first time for the both of us tonight. I was just a dumb teen who was in the moment, but now I'm in this room with BamBam I know this moment is special.

"No.. teach me." He says, making my stomach sink. I smile and he closes his eyes a bit, "We'll have to undress first." I whisper to him.

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BamBam's POV

My heart is pounding so hard right now, what if I'm not good? And she has experience, which is making me more nervous because she knows how to do things. Look, I'm not mad or I don't think Lalisa is a slut for already having sex. I'm not like that, it doesn't matter to me. This moment with her is going to be special for me, for us.

She gently pushes off my coat, and I take the rest of it off. She sets her hand on my face, her fingers warm, her skin soft. She kisses my lips, and I kiss her back. "I'll be on top." She suggests, which I expected but it still surprised me hearing the words leave her lips. The way she talks to me makes my body feel hot, like back in my teenage years when I'd watch porn. But I'm actually going to be in front of a naked girl, oh my gosh. SHE'S GOING TO BE NAKED! I'M GOING TO BE NAKED!

I shake my thoughts away, okay. I can't act like a teenager, I'm a man. I'm going to see breast and her other parts, I can't be a kid about it. And I shouldn't stare too much, yeah, don't stare too much. Huge question though, can I touch? Will she let me touch? Is she going to touch me!?