INSANE: (A Yoongi Fanfic)

Chapter 6: Torn apart

YOONGI'S POV

"...(Y/N)'s father."

As the words went out from my mouth, I felt the bile rising up from my stomach. Remembering such morbid scene that I've witnessed at a young age isn't something you would want to imagine.

The gang had a horrified look on their faces. It was almost as if they wanted me to say that it was just a joke. Sadly, reality is too cruel to be told as a joke. If you're lucky, your story would be broadcasted and make you instantly famous, being feasted upon by the media.

"Hyung... A-Aren't (Y/N) and you friends? W-Why would he do that, right guys?! Haha..." Taehyung asked, awkwardly laughing and looked around if the others thought the same as him. Yet the others shook their heads in disappointment. They gave him a warning look that everything that is being spilled out are sensitive topics that should be taken in a serious manner. The other visibly gulped and he lowered his head.

"Her father was a drunkard. She sometimes got bruises all over her body because he beat her up when he's drunk." They looked bewildered at the information reveal to them. But then I continued talking.

"If you think we didn't call for help or anything, we did." I bit my lip. "We told her Mom, but she didn't believe any of it because she couldn't accept the fact that her husband isn't an angel that she thought he'd be." I grinded my teeth together, trying to control my temper. Jimin frowned and he seemed to be getting angry as well. I can't blame him, their family ties is as fucked up like the father.

"(Y/N), being the stupid girl that she is, literally stopped asking for help and decided to fight it on her own." I run my hand through my hair, frustrated. "She said she would be fine, but I know she isn't and never will be... But, I can't do nothing. Because I'm a worthless piece of shit." I spat.

"Yoongi!" Jin warned.

"What?! It's true!!!" I laughed bitterly.

"Stop it hyung you know it isn't tr--" Jimin tried to argue but something in me snapped, making me let it all out.

"YES IT IS JIMIN AND SHUT UP BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T KNOW SHIT! I'm a kid who cannot protect his friend, no wonder she could have reacted the way she did. If I am her friend she wouldn't have let me get dragged away by the authorities! If she cared she would have ran to me and comforted me when I was torn apart! If I could truly trust her then she would have done something to make her father pay for being the killer that he is!!!" My breathing became shallow, tears streaming down my face.

I took my bottle and drank the rest until none was left. I feel lightheaded, but I couldn't care less because I've been keeping this for years.

"Is that why you have hurted her? Because her Father did that to your parents?" Namjoon questioned, I could tell he does not agree of what I did.

"Maybe yes... Maybe no." I knew deep inside, a part of me did it because of that reason. But there's so much more that I wanted to relay on that action.

"Hyung." He stood up and took a seat beside me on the bed. "Just because his father did it, doesn't mean she allowed it to just happen." He sighed and put an arm on top of my shoulders, before he spoke softly.

"You are both kids who can't do much about the situation. We don't know if she knew about what happen, but you should understand that both of you had suffered under the hands of a mad man. Both of you are victims of how cruel our society is."