INSANE: (A Yoongi Fanfic)

SPECIAL CHAPTER: THE LETTER

Dear Yoongi,

By the time you have read this I probably am gone. I know you have a lot of questions in your mind, but I'm afraid I only have a few to answer it. You probably thought you are dreaming from the beautiful memories we've shared, but no. I really did set up a beautiful fairytale for you to remember. Yesterday isn't a dream, it's all real, and sadly I did it because it's my parting gift to you. I'm sorry I broke my promise not to leave you.

You might hate me for leaving, but I needed to. I don't want you to suffer the consequences of having a troubled and unstabled wife. I want you to be free, to be happy now that the weight is lifted off of your shoulders. You deserve happiness Yoongi, a new life to look forward to.

I left not because I don't love you anymore, because I do, more than you know. I love you so much that I hated myself for not being able to make your dream come true. A family of our own. You even planned ahead to make sure to provide a good future for our child. But what? Not even that was made possible.

You are the most beautiful thing I've ever had in my entire life. We've shared pain, happiness and love, something that I craved for ever since I was a kid. You've provided me everything. You made me whole, but I don't know if I'm worthy of it. They are right you don't deserve me, because you deserve so much more. Don't let anyone tell you differently.

Love has it's constant push and pull, but this time I decided to let go. Promise me one thing...

Please forget about me. I don't know if I will ever come back, or if I will still be alive for God knows how long, but don't look for me. Live a normal life and be happy, that's all I hoped for. It's better for the both of us. Remember I will NEVER regret loving you or even stop. This part of my promise is something I will always cherish, to love you for the rest of my life is my greatest joy.

If destiny played with us and make us cross paths in the future, then I guess it will speak for what it wants. That ring is not something I can bring with me, but your memory--- our memory will always be tatooed in my heart. I love you Yoongi, my only love and life, forever and always.

Love,
(Y/n)

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A/N: This week had been eventful for me, a series of success had taken place these past few days making me cry with pride for my work. And today it again made another step closer to a big success. 19k reads and placing as #544 in fanfiction is something I didn't imagine of having. I was just simply writing for passion and love. I never knew it would come to this, so I sincerely thank you for giving me the chance to experience it all.

I've gain a lot of friends here and it warmed my heart when they showed how they cared for me even just by receiving short, but meaningful messages. I love you all from the bottom of my heart.

We are almost there. Please stay with me as we near it's ending. Have a good day lovelies!