Guys, I'm scared to go to school. There is a rumour that my friend and I are dating. Seeing as we both present as female, everyone thinks we are gay. Although, that's not the problem.
The problem is that I'm scared that when I go to school the word "Fag" will be splattered on my locker, maybe even the word "Faggot" or "Dyke" or maybe even worse I'll get a note telling me to go kill myself.
The problem is I'm scared of being expelled from my (incredibly Catholic) school.
The problem is I don't think anyone can help.
The problem is that I don't think any will want to help.
The problem is that I'm supposed to feel safe at school. Instead of feeling safe, I feel terrified. I just want everything to be normal. Everything is not okay. I want it to be okay, but I don't think it will ever be okay. I have accepted the fact that no one cares and that no one will ever care.
As I'm writing this I'm getting closer and closer to school. I'm terrified. I don't want to go. For the first time ever, I'm scared to go to school. I'm fearing for my life and for my school career.
I'm scared to go to school.
-Federalist
