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Part twelve

Part twelve MikuxBou only~

Miku had layed down on the bed, holding his arms around his loved Bou and fallen asleep. He has awoken in the morning, still with his arms around Bou. He is happy to see him.

"Hello sweetheart, how are you my angel?" He asks him and kisses his cheek.

"I'm fine..."

The answer was unexpected.

"Bou, are you awake my dear?"

He gets a little nod as respond.

"Sorry for...eh, attacking you last night... I did just lose control...sorry." Bou says and cuddles close to his boyfriend.

"It's alright, I can understand if you are mad at me because of this, even if it is for your own best." Miku answers and kisses Bous forehead.

"I al also sorry for...making you upset by my anorexia, self harm, depression, anxiety and on.. Sorry..."

A tear roll down Bous cheek, it is clear that he is from beyond sorry for this.

"Bou, it's okay, it's okay... It's not your fault. This is why you are here, because you will have help with this. The only reason for me to be sad over this is because I love you and care about you and I'm worried. I'm worried that I will lose someone I love. That's why I am sad, okay? It's not your fault." Miku says honestly.

Bou sniffles and looks down at the bedcheets.

"Do you want me to stop burn and cut myself, stop throwing up and on? Do you care about me for real? Do you really care about me?"

According to Miku, the answers of all the questions Bou just gave him was clear. But Bou really wanted to know.

"Yes, I want you to stop harm yourself, yes, I want you to stop throwing up, it will kill you in the end. I also want you to stop being depressed and anxious, because that feeling is terrible, and I don't want you to feel this way. Yes, I care about you more than I care about someone else, and yes, I love you from beyond and forward."

That was Mikus respond. And every word was honest.

That brings tears to Bous eyes.

"Was that true?" He asks and tries to hold his cry back in his throat, but it's hard.

"Every word's true."

Bou has softly beginning to cry in Mikus arms.

"Bou my love, there is something I need to ask you..."

"Mhm...?"

Miku didn't really want to talk about it, afraid of upsetting his boyfriend, but he feel the need to do it.

"When you attacked me yesterday, you told me that you wanted to buy a house with me, marry me and get a baby with me... Is that true? I don't know if that just came out if you when you were angry or if it was true."

As Miku expected, that was upsetting Bou. He is beginning to cry more.

"Yes Miku, that a true.... I have already start to plan our wedding, I have our dream house, and I have start to look at adoption places. I really want this Miku, I really do."

Miku sighs a little.

"When we come home, I promise, we will get married, buy a house and adopt a baby, okay? But you have to be well again if you want a baby, Bou..."

He kisses Bous lips. He can feel Bou smiling.

"Why are you smiling?"

"I am longing.... I have wanted this since I met you. And now it's going to happen."

Miku is happy to see Bou happy.

"You are happy my love, I want to see this smile on your lips every day." He says and smiles at Bou...

To be continued...