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Part eleven

Part eleven KanonxTeruki only~

Teruki puts his head on Kanons shoulder and cries.

"I love you..., Kanon, I love you..." He says and hugs his loved one tight.

Kanon feels ashamed. He has also start to panic a little because he made his boyfriend sad.

"Sorry Teruki... I just can't do anything else than cut when I don't want to live... It is an escape from death..."

That makes Teruki cry harder.

"What has happen, to make you feel this way, what have I done wrong?"

Teruki blames himself for this, for some reason. But that makes Kanon cry.

"It's not your fault.."

When he hears his boyfriends cries, he tries to hold his sobs back.

"I hope, that you don't think this is going to stay between us..." Teruki whispers into Kanons neck.

Kanons eyes widens.

"What do you mean?"

Now he starts to panic more, does Teruki mean that he has to tell someone?

"I mean, that you need professional help. This isn't something I can help you with. I have to tell someone..." Teruki answers.

Kanon looks at Teruki with big eyes.

"No, no, please no! Don't! I don't want to! Nononononono!! Please!" He cries.

Teruki is hurt when he sees his love like this.

"Kanon, what else do you want me to do?" He asks and tries to hold his tears back.

"Being with me, the whole time. Kiss me often, make me feel loved more than ever. Show me that you love and need me Teruki!"

A quiet tear rolls down Terukis cheek. He leans in and kisses Kanons lips softly. First Kanon doesn't respond the kiss, he just enjoy the feeling of Terukis lips on his, but after a while he starts to kiss back. When Teruki feel Kanons respond, he adds some feelings to the kiss.

Kanon puts his arms around Terukis neck, who lays Kanon down on the sofa and puts himself on top without breaking the kiss.

"Mmm...." Kanon moans into the kiss.

Both of them needs air, so the breaks the kiss and gasps for air.

"That was..the best kiss of my life so far..." Kanon says and tries to catch his breath.

Teruki chuckles a little and hugs his love. The tears has dried on his cheeks.

"Kanon my dear, I hope, that this made you feel loved. Because you are by me." He says and kisses Kanons forehead.

"That made me feel more than loved sweetheart." He answers.

"Do you want to go to bed?" Teruki asks.

Kanon looks at the clock over the door. Only 5.00pm.

"Already?"

"Mhm...."

"Isn't it too early?"

"No..."

"Alright..."

The strips and takes their night clothes on...

To be continued...