She's My... (A Bow Wow Story)

2: You Ain't Strong Enough.

Janean

Sitting here I knew this would happen. Me bored out of my mind while he talked and talked. He kept hinting we should get back together and that there made me realize why we never would.

"Lance can I be brutally honest?" I asked. "Yeah." he nodded an look of unsureness on his face. "Look I know you still want there to be a ‘us’." I air quoted. "That’s just not going to happen. You are a great guy but not for me. Hopefully we can stay friends.” I emphasized the word friends.

He clenched his jaw and looked at me with cold, hard eyes. Like I just spat in his face or something. “You just want us to be friends so you can hoe around huh?” he gritted through his teeth.

That there royally pissed me smooth the fuck off.

"Hoe around? Your just mad because I don’t want to be with YOU. I was trying to be nice but fuck that shit. You aren’t and never will be strong enough for me! Look at the shit you doing now! Some bitch ass nigga shit all up in yo fucking feelings because I don’t want you! And who I decide to let in my pussy is my fucking business not yours or anybody elses!" I snapped loudly.

The people around the café looked at us and the waitresses looked scared to come and try to defuse the situation. “Whatever you just a hoe.” he waved me off. I didn’t think before I did it but I took my hot coffee and threw it in his face, ”Fucking bastard.” I spat and angrily stomped off to my car.

He has some damn nerve. Fuck him and his emotions. My phone started to ring in my purse and I angrily fished it out. “Hello.” I answered tightly. “Hey baby what’s wrong?” Dwayne asked.

"Nothing. Don’t worry about it I handled the situation. You busy?" I asked making a left turn going towards Starbucks. "Nah. Come on by." he said a smile in his voice. "I’m on the way." I smiled and hung up the phone. 

After I got my coffee I drove straight to Dwayne’s apartment.

Shad (Bow Wow]

"So you fucked her already?" Tyga asked bluntly. "Yeah. Its strictly sex. Fuck emotions." I explained with a chuckle. Him and Chris shared a look and shook their heads before they laughed. "What?" I asked. "Nothing. We ya boys and all. We just know you and.." he trailed off.

"We don’t think yall gon’ stay fuck buddies." Tyga finished. "And what makes y’all think that?" I asked confused as all hell. "One word. Tori." They said together. I smacked my teeth and waved them off, "Whatever that was different." I justified.

Tori and I started off as fuck buddies and overtime we got together and I messed it up she took me back then screwed me over bad. They dropped the subject and I got up and decided to go around to the local mechanic shops to apply for a job.

Our savings together will only hold us for another six months so we need to get jobs asap. I hopped in my 2011 Toyota Avalon and cruised down the street and onto the boulevard.

There’s a shop by the mall called, Bernie’s and they were hiring. I parked out front and made my way inside stopping at the front desk. No one was sitting there so I tapped the bell a few times.

"Hold on there I’m coming!" A mans voice boomed and a dark skinned guy came out fixing his suit jacket on his arms. “Sup young blood what can I help you with?” he asked.

"I’m looking for a job. And your sign says your hiring." I said "You worked in a shop?" he asked. "Yeah." I nodded. "How long?" he asked as he lit his cigar. "Three years." I responded.

"You hired. Come on back here we will discuss pay." he decided and led me to the back.

* * *

Bernie had me cracking me up the whole time we discussed pay and all that other good shit and I start Friday. “Who ya wit!” he laughed and I did too. “Alright I’ll see you friday Mr.Mac.” I saluted and walked out.

I twisted my keys in my ignition and started to drive home but decided to stop at Mickey D’s. I found a parking spot and went inside because the drive through line was way to long. There was like two people in line so I got in line and looked up at the menu deciding on what I wanted.

"Welcome to McDonalds. What can I get you?" the girl be hind the register recited flirtatiously when it was my turn to order. “Yeah let me get a large 10 pc. chicken nugget meal with a sprite.” I told her and dug in my pocket for my card. “$10.01 is your total.” she smiled and I handed my card.

She swiped it quickly and waited for the receipt to print out. “You have some pretty eyes.” she licked her lips slowly. “Thank you.” I half smiled. She took a pen and wrote something on the back of my receipt before she handed it to me. “Call me” she mouthed and I nodded.

"Bow?" I heard a familiar voice say I turned around and It was Janean. "Hey Jay wassup." I smiled. "Nothing here with a friend." she smiled and glanced to the side at the girl and rolled her eyes and smacked her teeth.

"You chilling?" she asked. "Yeah boutta go to the crib and hit me one ya feel me." and she nodded. "Swing by later okay." she smiled and I nodded. "Here you go boo." the girl at the register handed me my bag and drink making sure to touch my hand.

As I was leaving I saw Jay sitting with some guy talking but she was looking at me too.

Janean

I really didn’t like he was talking to that hoe behind the counter she ain’t shit but a walking STD trap waiting to be tripped. That’s none of my business though. The most I can do is tell him to be careful when it comes to her.

"Jay you ain’t even listening." Wayne snapped and I looked at him. "I’m sorry. What were you saying?" I apologized. "You got plans tonight? If not I wanna take you out." he repeated.

"That would be nice. I’ll see when I get home though." I smiled. "Alright let me go order you want your usual?" he asked and I nodded. My phone started to ring from a text. I pulled it out and looked at the screen.

Marcus: You wanna hang out tonight?

Hmmm Marcus or Dwayne tonight? Decisions. Decisions Decisions.