Project 1000 School Virgin || Completed

Epilogue - The Final Chapter

Hit that star one last time for Project 1000 School Virgin

This chapter is dedicated to Mackymax0407

Five years later

His hands trembled as he walked across the graves. Five years later and he still couldn't let go. People were the one to say that visiting her was unhealthy, it wasn't good for him. They wanted him to let go, not forever but just to finally acknowledge that she was no longer there.

But he always gave the same answer – he could not and he still needed her even if she was gone. She was it for him, no one could ever compare to what she gave him.

They thought he was crazy when he came to her grave with a bunch of math homework, he was preparing for a test and he needed Alex's help.

Everyone thought he had lost his mind because he was willing to sit on the wet grass with his books and ask help from a dead person.

He could not live without her; she will forever be his oxygen. He was surviving on an oxygen tank that was the only thing keeping him alive but with her, he didn't need one because she was his oxygen and now that she was gone, he wanted to crumble into complete darkness.

However, he knew she was happy up there, in heaven with her father. He could already imagine her jumping for joy when she saw her father up there and she was definitely helping the Angles with math equations.

He blinked back the tears as he stopped at the familiar grave - Alexandria Smith a loving daughter and friend, you will be missed.

That was what it read on her tombstone. He hated it, it was so original, so plain the opposite of her but who was he to complain? Sophia and the rest asked him to plan it out, plan out her funeral, but he didn't want to, he was set on believing she was not gone and she would somehow find a way to wake up.

He refused to believe she was gone, maybe to them she was no longer there but not to him.

She was the last thing he thought about when he went to bed and the first thing he thought about when he woke up. He would get so excited knowing he would visit her in her grave the next day and he could not sleep.

He visited her every single day and every week he would come with a different bunch of flowers and replace the old one.

She was worth all the time he would sit in front of the computer and order several different flowers because he loved her and always would.

There were even times he would lay next to her grave for hours nonstop. He remembered times when he would not be bothered to stand up for anything and sat there with her, for hours and even days.

He began to tell her all sorts of stories that happened yesterday, anything and everything. He would even at times chuckle and when he did he could feel the wind getting heavier as if she too laughed at what he said.

She listened, no matter how many times he came, she was there. He could feel it.

She listened when he told her about Jordan coming out from the closet and how everyone supported him. He even told her about Rachel being charged with manslaughter thus her going to jail for two years but she was out now and he was yet to see her face around.

He stuck to his words and completed what was left on the bucket list, yes, he quitted smoking for her he was willing to do anything.

And Sophia had the honors of pulling Rachel's extension out.

He remembered showing her the pictures of Mackenzie and Brandon's daughter that was born a week ago. Yes, Brandon knocked up Mackenzie they have been dating for four years now and Lorenzo was pretty sure that Brandon was going to propose.

He looked at his Rolex wristwatch knowing he had a meeting to get to. He hated leaving her but he needed to attend this meeting.

He stood up from the ground, dusted off all the grass that had accumulated on his pantsuit and the lower part of his suit.

He reached over the tombstone, lightly kissed it and walked away.

He turned around one more time and whispered softly, "I will be back; I promise and don't forget I love you, forever."

THE END

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