it's always been you.

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"You've gotta be kidding me."

Sasha said as I bit my nails.

"I'm so stupid."

I said, looking down.

"Yeah. No shit."

Sasha said.

"I don't know if I should feel guilty because of what Finn did or feel fine about it."

I said.

"Listen, I can make you feel like shit all night. But I can't tell you how to feel. Did you like kissing Seth? Did you still wanna be with Finn or do you wanna move on?"

Sasha asked.

"I don't know. I mean, he says he wants a divorce. He called them mistakes."

I said, looking at Chloe and Dylan who had fallen asleep on the couch.

"He smashed my rings. He doesn't want help. What do I do?"

I asked her.

"Force him to get help."

"I can't do that."

"He forced you to."

"No he didn't. I knew I needed help. I can't go based on feelings anymore. It's not just Finn and I anymore. I have to do what's right for my babies."

I said, looking at Chloe and Dylan.

"And what's that?"

"Staying away from an aggressive, mean, hateful Finn until he gets help. I can't put myself or my twins in danger. Right now, I'm just gonna focus on them and my tryout in a couple weeks. When he gets help, then we'll see."

I said with a sigh.