it's always been you.

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"You said thanks?"

Mella asked, raising an eyebrow. I nodded my head as I continued to pace the room.

"You're screwed."

Charlotte said.

"Thanks Char."

I said, glaring at her.

"So what happened afterwards?"

Sasha asked.

"We just sat in awkward silence then said he had to leave. Gosh I feel like such an idiot."

I said.

"Well, do you still have feelings for Finn?"

Becky asked. That was it. I finally broke down.

"Yes! Okay? I'm still in love with him! I'm still in love with his stupid cute face and his stupid cute accent and I'm still in love with everything about Fergal Devitt!"

I yelled, breaking down into tears.

"Bayley. It's okay."

Mella said, hugging me.

"I miss him. I miss being with Finn. I don't love Seth. He was just a rebound. I just miss being happy with Finn."

I sobbed.

"Shh. It's okay. Why don't you go tell Finn how you feel?"

Charlotte asked.

"Maybe you're right. Maybe I should just go tell him."

I said, wiping my tears.

"I'm gonna do it. I'm going right now."

I said, grabbing my keys and walking out the door.