it's always been you.

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"You look good in your gear."

Seth said as I smiled.

"Thank you."

I said, adjusting myself in the mirror. Tonight was my first night back and even though it pained me to be away from Dylan and Chloe, I knew that they would be in good hands with Finn.

"You okay?"

Seth asked.

"Yeah. Why?"

I asked him.

"Just cause...you seem outta it."

Seth said, wrapping his arm around my waist and pulling my close to him.

"I'm good. Just a little nervous."

I said.

"Don't be. You're gonna do great."

He said.

"I hope so."

"I know so."

He said, kissing my cheek.

Finn's POV

I walked out of the nursery as I sighed. The twins were asleep for the night and I was ready to watch RAW and eat dinner. I quickly grabbed something from the fridge and sat on the couch. I looked at my phone and just stared at the lock screen. It was a photo of Bayley and I from one of our parties we threw out the house.

I sighed, putting my phone down. It wasn't that I was angry at Bayley, I was just sad. Sad that she had moved on so quickly. Sad that I wasn't the one making her happy. Sad that I wasn't good enough for her. I was slipping back into sadness. I didn't want to, but sometimes I just couldn't help myself.

I sighed, looking up at the TV screen and watching Alexa Bliss come down the ramp. I sighed, knowing it would probably just be her and Sasha fighting. I continued eating as I heard Bayley's music hit. My jaw dropped as I watched her run out. I was mesmerized by her beauty, like always. She was just so...perfect.

I never, ever wanted to stop watching her. My eyes were glued to the screen. Watching Bayley do what she does best was always mesmerizing. She has such a passion...such a love for wrestling. I could watch her for hours.

When her segment ended, all of my sadness came back. The sadness of her not getting on a plane and coming home to me tomorrow. The sadness of her not being in my arms anymore. The sadness of knowing that Seth Rollins will be the one she loves from now on. It hurt. It hurt so much worse than any shoulder injury.

I needed to relieve the pain somehow, but I had to stay somewhat strong for Chloe and Dylan. But it's hard when their mother is Pamela Rose Devitt. The love of my life. The only person who has my heart. The only person who has me wrapped around their finger. The only person I will ever love. I could never find someone new. They wouldn't even come close to her.

I just wanted my Bayley back.

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AN: Hi this was a sad chapter so enjoy these photos of Bayley and her and Aaron cause they're the cutest things ever

okay bye.