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0.6

A.n ok this is kinda confusing. I labeled sum chapters wrong. I labeled 2 chappies 0.4. But originally this is chp.6. Im srry if this was confusing. Or if u even recognized it.

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The past couple days have been miserable. Me and Eden had been binging out on food and movies. Im surprised we hadnt gained twenty pounds. She tried to keep my head clear, giving me encouragung words but nothing worked.

Emptyness seemed to follow me everywhere. "Come on Summer!! Im tired of seeing you shoving your face with food!" Eden whines whilst eating chocolate. I rolled my eyes and turned away from her in my bed. "Summer. You cant just hoard yourself in your room till the end of your days." Eden explained taking me by the hand and dragging me to the bathroom. "Get changed your going outside." I feel like i needed to anyways, my wolf wouldnt talk to me at all. I felt bad. I pulled on a bathing suit and decided a swim would help take my mind off things.

I swam for a few hours enjoying the serenity of it all. As dumb as this sounds, i miss him. He was my mate. He was supposed to be mine, as stalkerish as that sounds.

I swam back into the water. I felt complete when there was nothing to worry about. But life had to come and ruin it. I heard a faint splash and i started swimming back to shore. Before i got there i was pulled back down underwater. I didnt get enough air in and turned around thrashing  whatever was holding me. I couldnt breath, my eyelids got heavy,when they shot back open. I stared into his eyes as he kissed me. Air filled my lungs again. I was mad at him. You dont reject someone and then kiss them. My wolf couldnt resist though. My eyes shut back closed kissing him back. It was something out of a cliché movie. We continued until i couldnt breath any more and shot back up for air,he soon followed. I felt overwhelmed and confused. My wolf on the other hand wanted it to happen all over again. He encircled me in his arms. I didnt do anything at first then i reacted.

I slapped him. Just like any other confused girl would do-i hope.

"What the he!l!"  He yelled holdig his cheek,i doubt it actually hurt. I walked onto the shore with him trailing behind.

"Whats your deal?" He asks gruffly, whats my deal??
"Oh i dont know. Lemme guess. 1. You rejected me. 2. You kiss me. 3 your a fuck-tard." I said turning around towards him. He looked confused at first. I smirked. He had a face of realization before it was wiped away. I started walking home. And he didnt follow.

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A few days passed after the whole 'lake' thing. And every night he would show up alonside my window in his wolf form. I didnt understand why nobody noticed.
He wouldnt do anything, just sit there with his head tilted. It was nerveracking to know he was so close yet so far. I didnt want to be involved in a relationship where i wasnt needed.

I was changung in my room with my door locked. I pulled on some shorts and an oversized shirt. As i tugged down on my shorts i looked outside and my eyes grew wide. He was there,panting walking back and forth. He saw me naked?! My wolf could care less in fact,she was happy that he saw us bare. I freaked and whipped back the curtains. I started panting. What do i do?

Go to him!!!

My wolf urged i pushed her aside, you suck at good ideas. I told her, in turned huffed back. He saw ME.

WELL NO DUH.

I rolled my eyes at her sarcasm.

After awhile my mind got over it, still evident, but over it. Tomorrow i would avoid all windows, outside activities at all costs.

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