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You should never judge a book by its cover. Like i would kiss him back.

But i did.

I admit i kissed him back. My mind was jumbled but my heart was fine with what i was doing. Im a hypocrite i know. It was sweet at first, cautious and slow moving. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he wrapped his arms around my waist. Ever heard of that cliché saying 'it felt lije sparks?' well if that was true my lips would be bacon right now.

He pushed me against a wall, and as if on cue my brain started working again. It regestered in my mind that what i was doing was wrong. Then why did it feel so right? I slightly pushed him away. I felt my face get hot as i looked down.

"Whats wrong?" He asked as he sighed. I shook my head no and began to walk out. He tugged on my elbow lightly.
"Tell me."  He asked tilting my chin up towards him.
" I want to know if your for real." I said pleadingly. He looked confused so i continued.

"I want to know if...if your actually going to try- try as in be there...for me." I mumbled the last part. He sighed and shook his head.
" Of course ill try. Actually, your pack knows. Its one of the topics in the meeting."  I felt like he wasnt telling me something.
"And?" I asked nervously.
"They want you here." He said motioning around the room. I blinked.

Sure its not a big deal.

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Back at the pack house me and Eden were watching a movie.
"Just kiss already!" She practiclly screamed. When they did,
"Ugghh this movie is so gay." I groan stuffing my face with popcorn. She slapped my arm and turned down the volume.

"So i heard you went to the pack house today?" She said munching on candy. I simply nodded not wanting to think about the tough decision i had to make.
"And? What happened?" She asked dumbly.
"Nothing." I said sternly. She stared in shock. I wanted to cry.
"Whats wrong?" She said patting my shoulder. Tears started to slowly roll down my face as i leaned on her shoulder.

"I have to make a really hard decision." I said emphasizing on hard.
"And?" She said rubbing my back. I shook my head no.
"I dont wanna leave you."  She grabbed my shoulders and lifted me up. "Leave me?"  She asked.
" Yea adrian, the alpha and Oden want me stay with him." I said stopping the tears.
Now she looked like she was gonna cry. "Its ok." She said wiping the once sad look on her face to a stern-happy one.
"I dont wanna leave you, or the pack." I said through chewing food. Food is the key to all world problems. Including trump, and global warming.

She shook her head,"Summer,you have to go. Hes your mate." She said. I shook my hed, "Yea, but not everybodys good as Noah." I said staring blankly at her. "He'll come around she assured.
"But what about the pack? After my parents left, your all i have. I dont want to leave that and start from square one." I said remembering the day i became truly alone.

" Sum-"I cut her off.
"No, im not leaving. After my parents continuously beat,starved and forgot about me im not leaving my happiness behind." I finally said. Eden shook her head. "Are you done?" She asked in which i nodded.

"Dont let this pass you by summer. Your less then 5 miles away. I could simply walk. You can always come back. You should go." She said.

I thought about it. Listening to all of her points  in which i should leave for the next 5 min.

   "I guess....im leaving." I said hesitantly.

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    Hewwor!

So this chp. Got me thinking about my fwends. Gif is for sumone special. Ul know wen u see it jaz. And jellybean i didnt forget about u!!🍮🍫🍆🍆
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