Chapter 12

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Luv y'all-Breanna

We arrive to set, and everyone is wisked away to hair and makeup. Summer and I, just walk around looking at all the sets, and stuff.

"Who are you?" some random man asks me.

"Hi," I extend my hand for him to shake, he takes it and shakes it firmly "I'm Breanna Elgort, and this is my friend Summer Wheeler." I continue letting him shake Summer's hand.

"What are you two doing here?" he asks

"Oh we are here to support my Brother, Theo, and Shailene." I say.

"Oh great, let me guess supper fans? Security, can you please escort these lovely ladies off the premises." He says.

Two really large guys come and grab our arms, and walk us back outside.

"Don't come back." one of them say. They automatically go back inside.

I pull my phone out of my pocket, and call Ansel, Theo, and Shailene. None of them answer, I quickly send them a text saying:

Hey! Well I called all of you guys and none of you guys answered, we got kicked off set, we are gonna call a cab, and head to the theater, we will put your names on the list for backstage incase you all decide to show up.

I call a cab an give them the address of the theater. Once we arrive we head backstage, and sit and blast our music seeing as we are the only cast there. I left everyone's names at the backstage door incase they come, but I'm sure they will not.

A few hours later we decide to go out front and run a few scenes, and songs, before they open the house.

"Hey we should go get ready, and head to the front of the house and sign stuff and take pictures." Summer says after alittle it was only three and house opened at 4:30.

"Sure, lets go." I say walking backstage.

We quickly got ready, and grabbed a security guard, before we headed outside to see the little kids. As soon as we got to see everyone, nobody seemed to notice us

"Do you want to build a Snowman?" I sing over the crowd of people. People looked at us, and then you heard all of the little kids scream. A group of people surrounded us, and lets say I had alot of fun talking to all of the little kids, and taking pictures.

Once we got backstage, I posted a pic of Summer an I to Instagram.

"Your the Elsa to my Anna. I love You!!!"

I posted it, and quickly put it in my jacket coat, before putting it on and heading to side stage.

*after the performance*

I quickly put my jacket back on and checked my phone, it was now 7, an nobody responded. I love how both my brother and my boyfriend don't realize that we were gone.

Once both Summer and I were done, we called a cab to take us back to Ansel's and Theo's apartment so we could grab our car and get back to our hotel.

We both shower and get into our pajamas, before sitting in front of the TV. I grabbed my laptop and logged on twitter, I read a few tweets from fans, before the hate started to trickle in. I read every single tweet and felt the urge to cut, again. After probly 100 hate tweets, it was 9. I walked into my bathroom, grabbed my razor, and broke it. I grabbed one of the blades, and held it against my skin.

I had cut ten times across my skin before Summer walked in.

"Bre..." She said, she grabbed the razor blade out of my hand, and stood me up, before walking me into the kitchen where we kept the first aid stuff. She washed off the cuts, and applied the neosporn to my cuts.

There was a sudden knock on the door. Summer left, and came back with Theo, Ansel, and Shailene. They were all talking until Summer came back over to me and applied some gause to my stomach, and wrapped it up with a roll of gause, before taping it up.

Nobody dared to ask, they just turned and talked to each other. I stood up and walked past them, and as I passed them they all suddenly became quite. It reminded me of high school.

I walked into my room, shut the door quietly, and laid in the bed. I had my back to the door, as I silently sobbed into my pillow.

I felt someone's hand on my back, and they slowly rubbed it. "Are you okay?" they asked it was Theo, his thick British accent was recognizable. I shake my head no, I'm not okay. "Do you want to talk about it?" I shake my head no again. " Do you want me to leave?" I shake my head no again, I just want him to be here. I feel him slip under the covers, and lay down right behind me he wrapped his arm lightly around me, letting his warmth spread through me.

"What I wanted to talk to you about is, well I more wanted to say, is I'm falling in love with you." This made me pay attention to what he was saying. I turned around, and faced him. His big brown eyes searched mine for answers.

"I'm falling in love with you too Theo" I say. I lean in and slowly kiss his lips. His lips were so soft, and they tasted kind of like chocolate.

When he pulls away from me and says " I'm so sorry that you guys got kicked out. I wasn't allowed to have my phone with me while filming, and I didn't notice you were gone because I just thought you guys were looking at different parts of the set. I am soooo sorry. As soon as I was allowed to leave I left and came here. I knew you would be here, and when I get here you are sitting on the counter, with Summer bandaging your stomach . I just want to know why cut?" You could here the desperation in his voice, his eyes were watering, and he was shaking.

" Hate, people hate on me because I'm Ansel's sister. They say I am using him for fame, and they all want me to die. They say nobody loves me.They say stuff like that I'm fat, or I'm ugly, or my favorite a slut-" I say as I begin to cry.

Theo cut me off mid sentence " You are none of those things. Those are no were near to true. You are the sweetest, most beautiful girl I know. You are stick thin and definatly not a slut. And about nobody loving you, you brother loves you, Summer loves you, your fans love you, heck, forget what I said earlier I love you."

Theo was crying with me by now, but I just kissed him. He loves me! I think. I pulled away just enough so our lips could not meet, before I said "I love you too."

After I said that he leaned in and kissed me. We pulled away from each other, and he closed his eyes before saying "Goodnight Princess"

" Goodnight my love" I respond cuddling closer to Theo. I slowly closed my eyes, and fell asleep.

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