(This chapter is the pt2 for <"can you stop eating">)
A week had past since the day kihyun cry,he finally open up about why he cried.
"Reesa cheated on me,with Jooheon."
"Wtf,are you serious?" I was total shocked on what he said
Kihyun,Reesa,Jooheon and I are good friends since they were in kindergarten.all of us are real close just like siblings.
I really don't understand why did Reesa and Jooheon do that to Kihyun,their very own bestfriend
"Kihyun..are you okay?" I said as I hold kihyun's smol hand
"I'm okay,d-don't worry"
I know he's not okay,totally.He now looks like a doll,there's no emotion in his dark brown eye that always lure me in.
This is so not right,I can't stand looking him like this.The guy I love is sad.
"I want to cry for you,
I want to get hurt instead of you"
Time skip
"Kihyun-a let's go to the cafeteria~" I said as I put my hand on his shoulder
"Ani,I don't want to go" he said coldly
"Aish idc,LET'S GO" I said as I drag him to cafeteria
Shoot,why did I drag kihyun here,in front of us,Reesa and Jooheon feeding each other
Kihyun look hella sad.
"Kihyun-a mianhae-" I didn't even manage to finished my sentences but he ran away
I try to chase him but he's too fast,I try to call him but his phone were switched off
Oh gosh,I feel so miserable right now.Its my fault,hurting him much more
"I don't want any scars in your heart,
Ever again"
I try looking for you after school ends,kihyun was at his house,I know .
But he doesn't want to meet me.I guess i hurt him so bad
He doesn't even come to school for three day and that every three day I waited for him in front of his house,until the last day,I knocked his door
"It was really hard today,
My heart aches for you"
I knock the door,revealing kihyun with a really messy hair and face .
He hug me which makes my stomach filled with butterflies.At the same time,it breaks my heart thinking that I hurt the guy that I love the most.
We spend our time just like the old days,but it still feels different
"Kihyun,I'm s-sorry"
"For what?"
"C-cafeteria"
"Oh,it's okay."
It was drop pin silence after that
"y/n,i saw you in front of my house since the cafeteria every day.I'm sorry for leaving you outside like that"
He...saw me
"Nah it's okay,it was my fault.I don't like to see you like this,it's hurts me.." I said as I say the last sentences ,whispering
"It's hurts...you?"
Oh shit,I thought he doesn't hear that
Until that,I just decided to spit all of my feelings to him
"Yes,it hurts me asf.I hold myself from choking both of Reesa and jooheon for hurting you,I even try to choke myself because I hurts you...I want to see your face every single day,I want to talk to you every single day,I want to see your smile every day.."
"It hurts me because,I love you."
"When you love someone ,
So much,
That it's overflow,
It's so amazing,
Because this is how is it"
