people watch you as you walk past
criticism or complimenting
probably not the latter
you are oblivious to all sound except the music pulsating through you
all high and mighty out
but inside you're bones are rattling and your heart is thumping and even the music has become white noise at this point
the sun is too bright and why is the ground so far away
you forced yourself out
but now you're on the verge of tears and wanting to turn back
there's a lump in your throat and your eyes are stinging so you shove your hands in your pockets and keep your head down
why can't you just be normal
