I could write for years and years
I could use each and every word in English
I could speak in every language known to human
And I could still never have enough words to describe my hate for you.
Every cuss word ever thought of
Every hate message ever left
Every weapon I could use to hurt you
And I could still not leave you as hurt and neglected as you had left me.
I let everything you say get to me, every put down, every insult, every swear,
And each and every time I accepted your apologies.
Your apologies that lacked any sincerity, any actual meaning only ever said so that you could lead me back into your trap, capturing me in your claws then tearing at me, ripping me apart,
Only because you could and you had done it because you knew I would never put up a fight,
You knew I needed you more than you needed me and you knew that I hung onto you like you were my lifeline.
And I never failed to come crawling back to you in the end.
