life is such bullshit. we have no purpose, we're all controlled by greed, money being one of the only things keeping us going as a society. without those bits of paper everything would lose it's value, no one would want to work if there isn't anything that they're going to be given anything in return. we're so gullible. we are smart enough to get top paying jobs, something that most people long for, but we're not smart enough to every question why the hell we're here. why do you go through years of schooling, so many tests, all for most of us to end up in the same place. we live average lives. we graduate from high school, go do university, get some degrees, find a job that either
-pays well and you don't like
-doesn't pay well but you love it
-or is in the middle and you live a boring, average, non-fulfilling life
there are always people who are working harder than you even when you're pushing yourself to your limits, no matter how hard you push, someones always going to come out on top.
we don't want to stop trying because that's all we've ever worked for but what's the point when you're not getting what you've tried to hard for, what you want.
and that brings me back to
humans being greedy and selfish.
people get in relationships so that they can fullfill their romantic needs
people don't break up with others because it will cause that person to dislike them and cause themselves emotional pain
people get sad when others die because whatever that person provided, you now lack it in your life. you'll never be able to receive what they gave you.
so that concludes my self-induced-existential-crisis-fury-fulled-paragraph, i hope you've learned something today.
