Fuck Boy ➳ S.M.

eighteen

note: this chapter is short, only because it's sort of a filler chapter I know you guys have been requesting an update and this story will only get better from here I have a lot of plans for this book and I can't wait to see how it will turn out!! I was also thinking about doing a chapter from Shawn's perspective to get another persons thoughts rather than just Anna's what do you guys think? let me know in the comments!! 💓 also who do you ship more #shanna or #Janna

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I rushed out of Shawn's room expeditiously and pressed my back up against the door sliding down it until I was sitting on the cold marble floor I pulled my knees against my chest and held my head down as tears splurged from out of my eyes.

my thoughts were racing

I couldn't actually pinpoint why I was crying

but I knew it was because Shawn hurt me

but how could a boy I barely knew

hurt me so much just by confessing his love for my best friend

perhaps it was jealously

eating away at me

because part of me knew that I could never

compare to Lauren

and give Shawn everything that she did

no matter how hard I tried

"Anna?"

I looked up and Dr. Fields came into view concern laced all throughout her voice

"Everything okay?"

I wiped my eyes rather quickly and stood up "Yeah," I halfway smiled "Everything's fine."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah." I nodded "Definitely."

"Okay." She replied I could tell she was still concerned but she didn't press the conversation anymore "I was just coming to check in on Shawn to see how he's doing."

"Oh." I moved a strand of my hair behind my ear "He's awake now."

"Oh really?" She questioned suprised "I thought he'd be out for a little longer—but if you excuse me I'm gonna go check in on him."

"Be my guest." I responded moving from in front of the door "Um—I'm sorry for pestering you but do you have any updates on Lauren?"

"She's still stable." Dr. Fields's spoke as she opened Shawn's room door "Try not to worry about it too much. you look like you have better things to worry about Anna, why don't you go home and get yourself situated and come back in a few hours."

I nodded before turning around heading in the direction of the waiting room where I found Jackson sound asleep in the chair

"Jackson." I tapped his shoulder lightly and he jolted up quickly

"Huh." He wiped a little bit of slobber from his lip and looked at me slouching back down in the sleep "Oh dear God, Anna you scared me."