I jumped into the Black Lake.
It was icy cold and I didn't want to survive, I didn't want to re surface. It wasn't like I could swim, anyway.
I couldn't hold my breath for any longer.
That's when I felt the world slipping away for a second time.
I hated it, but I liked it.
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And that's when I woke up.
Realising that it was all just a dream. When it could have been reality.
It's always just a dream.
And I thought that my life would finally become my death.
That it would finally he something I wanted, something I could have.
That I could finally let go without being scared.
Drowning is the worst way to die: You can feel yourself slipping away, a little by little, all out of breath.
One day, I wish a guy would notice me enough to ask me out.
For once.
And then I'll let go.
I have given life to many one last chances.
I wonder when I'll be done.
Whether it will be in a hundred years, or now, I hope I get enough courage.
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Bullied By The Marauders
ФанфикDiana Farren is bullied by the Marauders because she is shy around people. But she really isn't . She's the opposite. This is her story.
