Anxiety

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by iminlovebutowell

by iminlovebutowell

                                    
                                              My anxiety is bigger than my temper 
This anxiety that I carry around, 
Effects my everyday life. 
I can't say hi to a random stranger 
Nor can I even try to buy a normal candle. 
My pale eyes stay glued to the ground. 
Even if you are talking to me, 
I can't look you in the eyes, 
Because I fear that you can 
tell how broken I am 
Just by seeing my eyes. 
I can't let that happen. 
You can't know how truly wrecked I am. 
I need you to believe im strong. 
Just like I've always been. 
Even with this anxiety controlling me like a puppet.