Air Bubbles And Paper Cuts

Declined Calls

I could never be
What you want me to.
You'll never see what
you have done to me.
Have you ever wondered,
How much can I take?
Every time you are around it feels like I'm drowning.
If I fall,
I will take you down with me.
I'm not a voice with reason.
Twisting and turning,
My mind is a maze I cannot get through.
The voices speak louder
The more I resist their whispers.
When you call I always hit decline, because I don't feel like wasting anymore time.
You made me not want to
stand the person I see in the mirror.