In Love With Danger

~Chapter20~

                    °°°FEAR°°°

  Jayson walked in the room and I didn't know what to do. Should I tell him or should I just keep it to myself? "Hey baby what's good? Why you sitting in here in the dark?" " I'm just thinking and doing some research on how to be a great mom is all. How was your day?" "I should be asking you that I mean did you even enjoy the baby shower? " "Yea I enjoyed it. Reality had just kicked in." " Oh ok. I was wondering why you were so sad. " "I wasn't scared I was just worried is all. We need to talk though. I kinda have to tell you something." "Ok What is it? Is the baby ok?" "Yea I just have some stuff to tell you.I am so sorry it totally slipped my mind baby I..." "Just say the shit Kandie I know it's something about you and that fuck boy." "Jayson it was way before you. "  He walked up to me and grabbed my face and looked me dead in my eyes and said "What the fuck is it just say it.Quit stalling. " "Ok. Me and him we made a sex tape in Paris. " "What! When will it ever end with you Kandie! Were having a baby shit I made you my wife and now you having me second guessing! You know what get out my face go downstairs and let me think before I murder you!  I can't fucking believe you! " "I'm sorry Jayson I..." " Did I ask you to speak ! Now you're going to have real blood on yo hands if that tape gets out! Now get the fuck out my face Kandie and leave that ring on the bed until I decide you can have it back I would tell you to leave my child but you gotta carry it some more!" I walked out the room and sat downstairs crying and in more fear then I was in before I told him. What was he going to do to me? I wondered. I was so scared and he had no idea. The words that came out of his mouth not only hurt me , but I hurt myself.  Damn!