In Love With Danger

~Chapter28~

            •Shit Just Got Real•

   I couldn't get any rest that night and Jayson couldn't either."So that nigga wanna do shit like that , and I told you that bitch wasn't your friend from jump! So she the reason he texted you with that bullshit earlier and yo mom is dumb as fuck what the hell she mean don't make me angry. The fuck! " "Jay I just don't get it babe why can't I just have one decent female friend in my life.Why can't my mom be a good mom  and not teach me the wrong shit. I just don't get it. " " What I don't get is why you took my daughter around this bullshit in the first place. I mean she's only four months old and you got her around this shit like this! " "I didn't intend to fuck the bitch up all I wanted to do was visit my friend that's all, and I see Monei and her all chummy and booed up and shit. I didn't beat her ass for being with him. I beat her ass for being triflin and fake as shit! " "Calm down baby. " "I'm just saying for this shit I could of stayed in Atlanta. My mind was racing and all I could think about was beating her ass some more and how long had they been doing this for. I looked at Jayson who was sitting on the bed holding Giselle, grabbed my keys and left. I needed to cope with this shit on my own. I stopped by a.nearby  bar and before I knew it I was on my twelfth drink. I paid for my drink and drove to the park and sat in my car.  I turned my radio on and turned to a song by JMSN "Love and Pain " I sat there crying from anger and betrayal.  By that time I had went completely in shut down mode. My husband was blowing up my phone and so was Karman. I turned my phone off,  locked all my doors and set my radio to repeat.  I had fallen asleep and before long it was night time.